Emaths paper over.
I hope i can get A1 for that,
it's my target (:
I'm free from Amaths, so tomorrow and friday i do not need to go to school.
cool yeah~~

English paper is over.
it's finally over.
Im too happy already.

I'm sad also, and that my hair is falling.
not one,two three strands, but many many strands of hair.
i got nightmare even. my hair is getting lesser and lesser~
=X

It's indeed true that when you're gripped by fear, you can't think clearly anymore.
Knowing that english paper is on monday, yet i didnt do anything about it.
though i go back to school today, but end up playing games and doing other things.
I'm scared now, seriously.
Since the pratical on thursday, i've been going down luck every now and then.
Is this a sign?
aRRRRRRRRRRRR.. I'm so mad now.
okay i want to sleep now.
Tomorrow is last chance i can do something about my english le.
Nite!

What is happening today, everything is going against me.
And that fking physics pratical is driving me crazy.
I wanna curse and swear the people who give me faulty apparatus/arrange my circuit wrongly.
I got all the readings wrong, I can't plot the graph properly.
I leave all my other questions blank except that pathetic 2 marks of sources of error.
It's a easy practical, i can manage well and even score highly like previous, 14/15.
just because of the stupid idiot ammeter and voltmeter, everything go haywire!
Im so frustrated. Why didn't i tell the teachers when i found something is wrong?
Stupid me. My hope of getting A1 for science is ruined!
ohmygod, that was so traumatising!! ARGH.
So what if they complain to the exam board? They aren't doing anything to help us.
Staying in school for like 12hours nowadays, studying, playing..etc
I thought i just go to temple not long ago?, why am i still so suay.............

I'm sleepy, very very tired. But I don't wanna sleep.
I don't feel like doing anything at this moment.

I think i've been too kind to myself all this while, enjoying life and put my future at stake.
Have i forgotten that im taking o level this year? no, is NEXT WEEK.
I'm just refusing to accept the fact that Olevel is drawing nearer and nearer with each passing day, yet i haven't get myself prepared.
What can i do? I just dun have the mood+urge+motivation to study even though i knew that no matter how unwilling am I,
i still must force myself to open my TYS and start doing it until it rots.
And after olevel im gonna dump all my books and stuff outside my corridoor. :D
Back to today, I went to plaza sing to meet minxue for the movie, April bride.
Her beloved japanese movie. It's touching of course. until the last part there were people sobbing quietly, minxue too.
some other people are worst. They were like crying -.-?
okay, anyway i didn't drop a single tear throughout the whole movie.
In fact, i had a great laugh when i saw the main lead crying, because he cry until..
I dunno how to describe it lar. just very funny can le.
This movie is very long winded,it ends at 7pm like that.
after that we went for dinner at pasta mania.

Just a quick update for today, cause im too lazy to type out the whole thing :
Library was closed due to deeeeepavali.
We have to go to SSC and search for study area.
lunch at ASTONs for an hour plus & studied at starbuck until 6pm+
i love the cozy atmosphere at starbuck, & find it easier to concentrate with my earpiece on.
Around dinner time, uncle drove me and mum to changi village for dinner,
it's quite embarrassing to say that its my first visit to there -.-
afterwhich, we take a stroll at the beach there
chat chat walk walk, then headed to loyang tua pek kong there for praying.
It's my first visit too.
The fumes from the joss stick is irritating my eyes whenever i held it up.
Overall, its a new experience for me. :)

I put on another mask after you leave.

do you still remember what i said to you?

i doubt so. bff

Looks like i've wasted yesterday and today.
Yesterday suling and daphne came my house, using com all the way
watch family outing again, that same episode -.-
& we didn't get to buy the super yummy duck rice for lunch ):
It's closed, i don't know why. how disappointed.
It became worst because its raining so heavily outside and no food for us.
so i fried some drum stick. Suling leave early. and left me and daphne.
Watched orphan with her until 7pm++
then i go out for dinner..
Thats why we didnt study!
AND today, 9.30am got bio lesson until 10,40.
after that lunch/breakfast at foodcourt and went to daphne's house.
took a nap until 3pm+, start study awhile then she felt THIRSTY.
so we cooked mushroom soup as usual, drink drink drink..
start watching show..
afterall we only study less than 2hours today.
during dinner time, bro came. & then same whole cycle repeat : he play chessgame with dad, i play games until 9pm+
go home together, thats the end of today.....
just now chatted on phone with zhou for an hour, im gonna buy her a super special gift when i go back. I'll be back ^^

Now begin the battle~

Study hard for another month then i'll be free.

today studied at library with daphne,

after which went to watch the Haeundae, The deadly Tsunami at cathay.

I can't take my eyes off from the screen because its really awesome.

But at the same time i felt so sorry for those who passed away in the tsunami during 2004 that time. After watching this movie, it add on to my fear of the deep sea.

Ps: 20th november going back to china with mum and bro, omg so happy.!

Finally we've graduated after 4 years in nvss.
I've been looking forward to this day ever since im in sec 1.
But sad to say that O level haven't end. Means we're not totally out of this school yet.
anyway im still very happy, because can don't need to go to school for next 2 weeks.
So this afternoon straight after the farewell ceremony, i rushed home to prepare.
And bus-ed to daphne's house. Then went to somerset together for our SAKURA!
While waiting for it to open at 6pm, we decided to shop at far east & then cabbed to cineleisure.
We're too weak to shop already as we're really hungry! very very very hungry.
Although sakura got many variety of food, i didnt eat much and gets very full after short while.
So we left at 8plus, headed to cineleisure for neoprints :D
homesweethome after that.

Im so proud of myself, HAHAHA.
yesterday daphne came my house & we watched the family outing.
until half way, my computer black out. I don't know why.
It somehow spoilt?! So this morning me and my family brought the monitor to the shop and repair. They say the problem is not with the monitor maybe there's something to do with the CPU.
So i desperately carried the monitor back home alone, I don't know its so heavy that i almost died along the way -.- somemore i have a bag and some stuff on my other hand.
After that, i put the monitor back to its original place and pluck in the wire.
And i quickly on the power hoping some miracle will happen.
All of a sudden my computer came alive! YAY. So happy.
Today bro is not at home, so im gonna make full use of it.
anyway, the blazer had arrived yesterday. Not the quality that i expected.
it cant be any worst. Nevermind, there's no refund also.
okay end of the story, bye :D

Time dragged on.. O level is in 18days time.
I havent start revision yet. =x starting next week.
This prelim3,surprisingly im in the 10th position. Happy lo..
But how to sustain this result is another question mark...
hmmm...
&I didnt sleep well for the past few days,there's this mixed feeling that is in me every night. So when i sleep, i got many different kind of dreams.
Hope i don't dream anymore tonight. It's really terrible.
Next tuesday is our graduation day already, study at school really sucks.
Now we have booklets of other school's paper to be done.
It's compile into booklet somemore,like another kind of "TYS".
Stress level is at the peak now.

Am i smiling or laughing at myself?

我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息
常常有了疑问句
所以我离去
偶尔很清醒
偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意
偶尔很伤心
偶尔很开心
偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦境
偶尔很想你
当我们同时安静
也做了决定
却不要再见你

HELLO! notice that it's OCTOBER already! What an important month or rather exam month.
20 days to O level Science pratical,
24 days to Theory papersS! AND last but not least, the most exciting one:
42 days to end of O LEVEL.
The fact that time never stand still tells me that I must embrace every moments of my life!
Anyw, tomorrow is moon cake festival bah, it's like if nobody tells me I'll really forget that.
Not an important occasion also. I dont eat moon cake.
I love today because we can go home at 2.30pm unlike usually we'll stay until 5pm.HAHA.
So after school daphne came my house, we start browsing TAOBAO.
Still failed to find the bag she want& didnt spot the skirt i want too. Sad ahh!
After that went to dad's house for dinner as usual.
I think friday had become my Family day le -.- went all the way just for a meal.
I always go there empty handed. just brought my Ez link card and phone will do.
Times up then go home. So boring. There's no computer or SCV to keep my occupied.
Luckily got daphne, if not i'll bored to death :D
I've just changed my blog song. It's from lady castle again.
I'm totally in love with this show.



I like this shirt from ViVi, though i know it doesnt suit me at all.
BUT i still wanna buy it even just for the sake of keeping it at my wardrobe.