Oh, bullshit! It's raining again.
I can't wait to leave this pathetic island.
Don't feel like going out, don't feel like doing anything.
The more i “don't feel like", the faster the time pass.. good right?
Rotting at home facing computer day and night


Class photo during the graduation day. 4E1-09

Ate sakae sushi today with baby, his going back china like 2hours ago?
In the sky now.
we watched 2012 with daphne and gina this evening.
Nice movie :D no wonder they invest billion of dollar on it.
I'm watch Cruel temptation now, and everyday until midnight.
100plus episodes, i must finish that by this week.

My baby brother, cute right ;D
I name him JASON.

O level is officially over! wooooooooooooohs! But don't know why there's not much excitement.
because we are already in the holiday mood way before that. HAHAs.
Suppose to watch 2012 today, but the tickets are selling real fast.
In the end watched Paranormal Activity with jinmin,maurice,nicholas,jenny,gina and daphne.
Before that we had pizza hut for lunch. The service there is still as bad as the other place.
Anyway, this movie is the first movie that make me really scream like mad.
It's like everybody is screaming during the last part. And im so giddy throughout.
Nice and scary movie ~~~ because it's based on true story.


(pic taken from gina's blog.)

I thought u've changed. Not like last time, anyhow guess thing and had understand me abit more. I know there's not even a need for me to explain now, but i really hate the feeling of being mistaken by YOU again. Listen carefully, Just for your information, yes i do got some "fan nao" about family, and i really wanna share with someone, perhaps mostly with u, but i dunno u wanna hear anot. so i choose not to share with you, cos its abit awkward!
BUT THAT DOESNT BLOODY MEANS I GOT SHARE WITH HIM OK. DUN ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYS THINK THAT i never share with u doesn't means i must share with the others, or rather him?
I so wanna go to genting with you guys, i know there will be sure some awkward atmosphere around us. I really hate that feeling, so when my mum dun allow me to go i didnt beg her to let me go, like last time. Anyway, with or without me, it'll still be fun. So enjoy yourself.
Like you say, try to piece things back to the past, i also want. But its hard to start.
I dunno whether to start from where and how. The only thing i know is that, if u can't accept the fact, there wont be peace between us. I mean there's wall somewhere even we're friend again.
I sincerely hope that one day the weirdie 4 will be back.
No amount of words can describe how i feel. I'll never be understood.

Maybe after i've return from china i shall begin to look for part time job.
I'm so in need of money now, many things i wanna do.I've been craving for seoul garden and sakae for weeks & even dream of seoul garden the previous night, OMG that's so serious (我想吃肉！).Money money money~ IT's rich man's world.


The past are like those stars, so beautiful, and always with us
yet I can never reach them.
Though our happy time don't rewind.However, the pictures of us kept the moment.
When something is broken too many times, no amount of bandage will make it recover.
Deep down, i still hope that miracle exist. Do you? *laughing at myself*
朋友一生一起走 那些日子不再有...

I want a perfect family, a perfect home. Can't I ?

These few day my computer spoilt again. Got time also cant online.
nooooooooooow, finally can update (:
yes im doing O level now. so far so good.
tomorrow can say is "last" paper becos next week is all MCQ.
i dont think anyone is taking that serious somemore most of them treating O level over liao
But we're taking Bio paper tomorrow.
Why didnt i revise now but here typing.
simply because i'm lazy i don't want to study. Thats all.
almost all the paper i study before the day only.
worst still, i never revise for physics. and now bio -.-
afterall i still can't bring myself to put in more effort.
i'm not very happy these few days, that day before physics,
I alone, went to the park near my house and the park got a creepy entrance that link to another place and the main entrance of bottle tree, but need to walk through quite a long distance.
It's all dark, so quiet and nobody around only rows of orange lights on the road.
I walk through the road till the end of it.
I don't know where i got the courage. It's really scary.
quite dangerous but nice experience :D