I thought u've changed. Not like last time, anyhow guess thing and had understand me abit more. I know there's not even a need for me to explain now, but i really hate the feeling of being mistaken by YOU again. Listen carefully, Just for your information, yes i do got some "fan nao" about family, and i really wanna share with someone, perhaps mostly with u, but i dunno u wanna hear anot. so i choose not to share with you, cos its abit awkward!
BUT THAT DOESNT BLOODY MEANS I GOT SHARE WITH HIM OK. DUN ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLWAYS THINK THAT i never share with u doesn't means i must share with the others, or rather him?
I so wanna go to genting with you guys, i know there will be sure some awkward atmosphere around us. I really hate that feeling, so when my mum dun allow me to go i didnt beg her to let me go, like last time. Anyway, with or without me, it'll still be fun. So enjoy yourself.
Like you say, try to piece things back to the past, i also want. But its hard to start.
I dunno whether to start from where and how. The only thing i know is that, if u can't accept the fact, there wont be peace between us. I mean there's wall somewhere even we're friend again.
I sincerely hope that one day the weirdie 4 will be back.
No amount of words can describe how i feel. I'll never be understood.