I'm so tired & sleepy ,
shall not post anything for today.
goodNight!

This is me, shan and na at my house today.
cam-whoring like siao..
shan came my house to collect her hamster.
she gave me two hamster few days ago,
and the two of them will fight, so i ask her to take back one.
now i've got one hamster to accompany me :)

So yesterday there's BBQ at 755 basketball court there.
Na,shan,qing,dan,rongfa,fangtao,shanshan,zhiming,longsheng,ginalauwq,etc
and some ex xishanites.
It's Fun and I enjoy the whole process, regardless the preparation or eating session.
It's been months since we last organise a BBQ session.
I think the last BBQ session we had is during june, to celebrate qing's birthday.
So this time round is to celebrate christmas. Happy belated christmas HAHAA!
ops! i miss the exchange gift session, because i went home at 11pm -.- kinda early
whatever it is, love you guys!
Hope during new year time we can have another BBQ~ or chalet thingy. x)

So i spend my christmas eve at orchard with dan, her bf and my dear (:
I think most of the people are out to orchard liao.
Human jam everywhere, squeezing like mad.
Btw, merry merry christmas!

love you.
Happy 10th month.

Today's sentosa picnic with minxue is cancel, I'm so sad lar!
my mum say today is an occasion in china, we must stay at home and so call celebrate.
ok lor, so stayed at home. Chey eat dinner together only. nothing special wat.
zzz...
I found a new photo edit software, so fun lar.
can do so many things, its like neo print machine -.-
the only problem it's that it is too laggy. zzz..
interesting hhaa..see the pics i edit, like shit -.-



dont burn me T.T




go shopping~


PS: WTF, MY SLB IS COMPLAINING OVER THE PHONE AGAIN.
I REALLY SPEECHLESS LIAO, ONLY CAN SAY THAT SHE'S TOO NAIVE.!
IDIOT! ONLY KNOW HOW TO LISTEN TO OTHERS STINGY AND NARROW MINDED WOMAN.! &SHE SUCKS LAR!
MONEY MONEY MONEY WHOLE MIND IS MONEY. &家产
AS IF WE REALLY GOT WHOLE LOAD OF MONEY TO FIGHT FOR LIKE THAT!
ARGH! GO DIE BETTER. SPOILT MY MOOD
I BEG YOU. CAN YOU STOP ALL THESE NONSENSE!!!!
YOU ALL GO DIE CAN!
WHY YOU ALWAYS THINK THIS WAY.
EVERY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD IS RICH LAR HOR ONLY YOU VERY VERY POOR AND PATHETIC OK?
SINCE YOU HAVE CHOOSE TO DIVORCE, NOW WHY STILL TALK ABOUT HIM?
YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT ANYMORE, UNDERSTAND?
YOU BOTH ARE PARTED, STRANGER NOW!
WHY YOU STILL WANNA CARE AND GOSSIP ABOUT HOW THEIR LIVING NOW?
YOU'RE GIVING TROUBLES FOR YOURSELF SIA.
PEOPLE WANT DO WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM,
你有什么资格去管？ 你连生气的资格都没有！
你凭什么什么身份？ 醒一醒啦！ 这样争下去， 没有结果的！！ 白痴啊！
你干嘛要这样， 真是气死人。
随便你要怎么说啦， 对 ！ 我们没出息 不争气啦 hor
真的脱离关系你才满意啊？ 怎么这么狠毒！
我恨死你了！！！！ 真的太过分了！

Shopping day with minxue.
lunch at honguo, then
walk around bugis street,
wisma ,
fareast,
dinner with dear ,
take bus 853
home sweet home.

I'm dead tired.

BECAUSE OF YOUR HEAD, WE ARE AFRAID TO MAKE YOU ANGRY.
ALL ALONG WE DON'T DARE TO TALK BACK TO YOU OR WHATEVER.
OTHER WISE YOU'LL HEADACHE AND YOUR BRAIN WILL BURST.
SERIOUSLY I HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR NONSENSE!
WHAT YOU'RE DOING AND SAYING REALLY PISSED ME OFF.!
WHY ARE YOU SO FKING UNREASONABLE!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE FOREVER LIKE THIS.
AFTERALL YOU'RE STILL THAT STINGY AND NARROW MINDED.
CAN YOU STOP BEING SO MEAN FOR A SECOND?
WHATEVER HAPPENS TODAY, IS ALL THE CONSEQUENCES OF YOUR DOINGS TOO!
IT TAKES TWO HANDS TO CLAP MAN!.
DON'T ALWAYS PUSH THE BLAME TO HIM. YOU'VE FAULT TOO.
BOTH OF YOU ARE TO BE BLAME.
CAN YOU STOP SCOLDING AND COMPLAINING LIKE MAD EVERYTIME?
YOU LIVE HAPPILY THEN OTHERS MUST LIVE IN HELL LAR?
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT?
PEOPLE FOUND ANOTHER PARTNER YOU ALSO WANT TO SPEAK ILL OF THEM.
HUH YOU CAN HAVE ANOTHER MAN THEN HE CANNOT FIND ANOTHER WOMAN LAR.
YOU WANT HIM TO BE LONER FOREVER LA?
WHAT LOGIC IS THIS. YOU JEALOUS ISSIT. WTF!!
NOW HE GOT NEW SON, YOU ALSO SAY THIS SAY THAT.
NO MATTER WHAT, HE IS INNOCENT DE RIGHT.
DO YOU THINK HE WANT TO BE BORN IN SUCH FAMILY? DOES HE HAVE A CHOICE?
IM NOT LIKE GOING HIS PLACE EVERYDAY OR WHAT. IT'S ONLY ONCE A WEEK!
IF YOU NOW WANT TO STOP ME FROM GOING TO HIS HOUSE
THEN JOLLY WELL DONT KEEP ASKING ME TO TAKE MONEY FROM HIM!
WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS? YOU WANT ME TO CUT THE TIES WITH HIM YET ON THE OTHER HAND WANTS ME TO TAKE $ FROM HIM. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING SIA.
ARE YOU THAT STUPID?
YOU HATE HIM HATE HIS FAMILY HATE ALL OF THEM
IS YOUR PROBLEM!!!!!! WHY HAVE TO DRAG US DOWN?
ONCE FAMILY, FOREVER FAMILY. NO MATTER HOW BAD HE IS
THE FACT THAT HE'S MY DAD WILL NEVER BE ERASED!
WHAT YOU WANT SIA. FOREVER LIKE THIS?
CURSE AND SCOLD PEOPLE? BLAME PEOPLE?
ALWAYS SAY OTHER PEOPLE WHAT WHAT, DID YOU EVER REFLECT ON YOURSELF?
I'VE BEEN TOLERATING ALL YOUR NONSENSES WHENEVER YOU BROUGHT THAT MATTER UP.
GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK CAN.
DON'T ALWAYS THINKS THAT EVERYONE IS OWNING YOU A LIVING CAN!
WHY YOU ALWAYS GIVE ME THE IMPRESSION THAT YOU'RE SO MONEY MINDED.
IF ONE DAY HE BANKRUPT AND GOT ACCIDENT THEN YOU HAPPY ISSIT?
THIS THE ENDING YOU WANT ARH.
GAME OVER ISSIT?
WHEN WILL THIS SILENT WAR END SIA.
BY THE TIME YOUR BRAIN BURST I THINK OUR BRAIN BURST FIRST.
IS NOT THAT I WANT TO BRING FAMILY MATTERS TO BLOG,
BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED A PLACE TO VENT MY ANGER.
I'M SO ANGRY NOW! YET I CANT HAVE A BIG QUARREL WITH YOU!@
YOU'LL NEVER LISTEN AND THINK FOR US.
WHAT YOU THINK IS BEST FOR US IS ACTUALLY THE WORST.
WHY CAN'T WE JUST LIVE OUR LIFE PEACEFULLY
YOU'LL NEVER LEARN TO FORGIVE AND FORGET,
WHY YOU LIKE TO BEAR GRUDGES SO MUCH! IT'S NOT LIKE WILL BENEFIT YOU.
I HATE BOTH OF YOU SIA! WHY HAVE TO BROUGHT SUCH TORMENT TO EVERYBODY.
WHAT?? WANT ENJOY PAIN TOGETHER ISSIT.LIKE THIS FUN ARH.
HE DON'T WANT US AND ONLY CARE FOR HIS FAMILY THEN HIS PROBLEM LAR.
HE'LL REGRET SOONER OR LATER WHAT.
WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU? WANT PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON YOU ARH
CAN WE JUST MOVE ON AND NOT INDULGE IN THE PAST?
YOU WANT HOW MUCH? WE EARN FOR YOU IN FUTURE LA!
IT'S NOT LIKE WITHOUT HIM WE'LL DIE.
I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL, BUT NOT SETTLE THE THING IN THIS MANNER RIGHT.
HAVE SOME BRAIN CAN.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU PEOPLE ARE THINKING MAN!
SINCE YOU TREAT US LIKE 3 YEAR OLD KID,
THEN DON'T ALWAYS DO THIS INFRONT OF US LA/
WE'RE KID, WE DON'T UNDERSTAND YOUR STAND.!
WE NEVER UTTER A WORD MEANS WE USELESS ISSIT?
REALLY WANT MAKE UNTIL WE GO HIS HOUSE HAD A BIG QUARREL WITH HIM
SCOLD AND CURSE THEN YOU WILL THINK WE'RE USEFUL?
WTF LA. WALAO I VERY TIRED LIAO.
DONT WORRY ! I DON'T LOVE YOU AND HIM EITHER. SO NO BIASED. K?
I NEVER HAD SUCH LONG POST BEFORE. THANKS AR.

Today i went to shan house to help her with the ITE application thingy
as well as slacking lor. Until 5pm like this we went to northpoint Mayim for late lunch.
The price stated in the menu is reasonable so we ordered a table of food.
She's so happy that she finally got to eat her Xiao long bao. AHAHAs.
Yummy yummy.
afterwhich we walked to rongfa's house to meet qq,dd,rf and shanshan.
slacked and chat. Discussed about what to do during X'mas & etc.
Then about 9pm we slacked under their block playing with skateboard and etc.
while rf go buy dinner. Bla bla bla...
So i'm here typing...
I seriously need to complain about my mother,
Wth I really don't like her mindset! She's like OMG.
ARGH, I don't know how to say liao.
Just very frustrated la!

First of all I want to congrats shan and ling for passing their N level.
& also gina seah for getting top 1 for the normal academic stream!!
haha triple happiness.
Seeing them taking their result, I'm so worry for mine.
Next month will be my turn already. ARGH.
Today i accompanied them to collect their results,
after that me and ling accompanied shan to dye her hair
as well as i do treatment, which cost me $40 and I'm so regret now.
It's like useless to my hair. My hair did not become softer or whatever.
I'M SO DAMN REGRET NOW. MY $$$$$.
Then, went to shan house wait for her to change to her house clothes
and next went to ling house too.
So the 3 of us bus-ed to woodland central for an hour of pooling.
around 9pm we bought food from the night market and slacked under block nearby.
Discuss about what course they're going to apply for. Bla bla bla..
Seriously I'm so aimless now. I don't know which course should I take!
My brain need to rest now. Bye! Good nights!

I am eating well and sleeping well, but why am I still so skinny?
In fact I'm growing thinner now. Seriously need to grow more meat!
Btw, Im so happy&excited now.
My brother gave me a big sum of money like out of sudden?
So shock, I think he's crazy. I was laughing and laughing non-stop.Too happy.
He say before if i get good result for O level then he'll give me.
But result is yet to be released. Thanks lor. WAHAHAH.

I was blog-hopping like 3minutes ago, and I realise
almost everybody is mentioning about christmas and this and that.
I almost forgot that christmas is coming in 8 or 9 days time? Wow, big day.
Hopefully this year round would be a very fruitful one.
Back then,i found myself so pathetic that everybody was like working now
while I'm still jobless. BUT thats not because nobody wants to hire me.
It's just I don't feel like working at this moment. HAHAHA.
You can call me lazy bum. Whatever you like.
I'm simply waiting for cash to fall from the sky,
I wish santa claus will give me a money tree for my christmas. Is this possible?
These few days I was sleeping well, except for having many dreams.
But I still woke up with tiredness. What happen to my body?

Father, are you still my father?
Now you have a new son,new wife,new house and new family.
But does that mean you can simply dump your two other children aside.
You're still so irresponsible.
In the past no matter how bad other people says you,
I refused to listen to them, because i trust you.
Why are you letting me down now?
You no longer dotes on me like before.
Now you work very hard to earn money, to support & fend your family.
All this I don't care. But if one day I testify that the rumours are true.
I'll never forgive you! Never ever.
In your eyes, are they your only family?

No more delicious duck rice for me already, I'm damn sad can.
They're moving to somewhere else. Oh my god! How can!?
Are they moving to a bigger coffee shop, with more tables and chairs?
T.T nooooooooo~~
Next time if i want to buy lunch , What should i eat?
That's a big problem.


Christmas tree can be seen everwhere now.
& I love the one at bugis junction.
Especially the BIG white one.

I think it's so cool, having buffet inside the HDB flat.
though it's small but full of warmth.

PS : frankly speaking the food is very nice.

Fake tree afterall ):