I smell freedom. Thanks nichii/

Sometimes I wish myself to be a motherless & fatherless orphan. Would my life be better or worst? What I only know is, if your an orphan. You dont have to worry that your parent will quarrel in the middle of the night, You don't have to worry that they will divorced or separate one day, There won't be any siblings out there to share the love and care from your parents, There are no biasness in the family, No one out there to take control of you, You don't have any burden when you becomes adult, I know there're more negative side of an orphan just that I don't wanna mention here..
Anyway, today is my last day working at nichii, so happy! As usual there's not much people shopping at Iluma, the business is bad. After 2months of working at there, I still don't create any bond with my colleagues. But at least they got say goodbye to me at the end of the day, its enough already. I thought all of them will act as nothing happen, afterall, they're not that cold blooded what I've thought initially. Hopefully can get my pay before 10march so that i can go for shopping spree with my dearest friends. Tomorrow I'm going to take a day rest at home watching my favourite shows. Not forgetting my last episode of 下一站幸福, awesome to the max!! By the way thanks for the help of daphne, I've sort out what's going on in the enrolment package and have mailed those documents out. Now only left with the medical check up& enrolment at sp. YAY.

Hi bye Nichii, two more days.

Off to work liao, ciaox~~

Shokudo day with MX.

Happy One year anniversary!!!!!
though I'm not as excited as i've expected ealier on. But still i'm glad that this day had came. We make it to our first year, 365days (: Forever is like impossible I know, so i wouldnt say this word to you. Let nature take it's course, I know as days passes by, the conflict between us had increased to like 3times a day until we're so numb and use to it already.However we never fail to mend things back within a day. Love you& 'll always do.

Money is running out.

Meet up with dear today & we went to watch Percy jackson and the lightning thief at Iluma.
I don't know why nowadays we went to bugis so often like almost everyday, 7days a week we can go for 5days including my working days lar. after&before the movie, we'll dwell at the arcade at level 7. Wasted $62 on that spin fever just to kill time and most importantly find fun playing it. It can be so addictive that you wouldnt wanna leave that place until you strike a big jackpot. There's this uncle he stays there whole day one. We saw him from 2pm till 9pm. I don't know how much they've spend on that machine, i think got few hundred bucks already. We're so broke yet still wanna continue playing to the extend that we wanna skip our dinner and use that money to change for more coins. Like wtf -.- I know it's stupid cos ultimately we bring nothing home. But we enjoy the process. The joy when we strike the jackpot and that kind of anger when we lose everything. Despite I've been telling myself countless time that I must only spent $10 a day. Obviously I failed to do so. Just can't resist the temptation. I'm fill with guilt now, have been neglecting my hamsters for 3days. Forgot to give them food and play with them. The weather is so hot in the afternoon and they don't have water to drink because I forgot to check their water bottles. Lukily still alive, didnt died of dehydration / YEs I'm a bad owner. :D

Seriously hate this job to the core.Why are they so demanding and mean and unfriendly.Can't they be more generous? Supervisor is really that superior? They don't have to do anything just sit in the store room face the computer for whole 7 or 8 hours then go home. Sometimes i do things i finished it faster doesnt mean I didnt do it properly okay. Not I fast, is you guys slow pok! And you think i was born as a cleaner is it, every corner i will sweep till clean clean arh. Why not you sweep see how. Change new tiles for the floor better. Walao eh, what a stupid shop go home also must check bag. Who want steal your clothes or whatever. Do you think my small bag can put any of your items? Like this also wanna say, so narrow minded. Ask me do this do that, then you all leh. stand there chatting laughing. Wtf? I know I'm just an assistance I have to do everything you asked me to. But still I feel unhappy, :( and sad. 3more days to go and i will never step into that shop again. Btw after today, I'll have a 6 days off, mad happy! I smell freedom! You know the arcade at Iluma sky 7 was so awesome! 10cents for each game coins. So many people was playing those coin games. By now bro had collected 2000+ tickets. He's gonna redeem a huge softtoy for me. Woah so excited. okbye, i've to turn in soon.

Finally, couple rings! $88 at couplelab. Damn ex.(picture's not clear, cos i don't have my camera around me)

Slap me please.

Today is not my day. I'm doomed. I thought today i'm working morning shift so i wake up at 9am and prepared. Then reached iluma at 11am, they stunned and look at me. I was damn embarrased can! How i wish i can dig a hole and hide myself inside like an ostrich. It was printed a big "A" on the timetable means i was expect to reach 2hours later. "A" and "M" got a super big difference, why the hell could i see wrongly? Nevermind, so i bought a drink at The Coffee Bean nearby, WTF cost me $4. then I sat down be a loner for whole 2 hours. Decided to listen to the music to kill time, The stupid earpiece is giving me the same problem again. Damn it. God save me T.T 1pm comes very fast, so i go back to work. I punch the card at the wrong side again. They corrected me last month then this month im commiting the same mistake. and and and I was feeling super unwell & giddy. Double unhappiness! Managed to sustain myself all the way till 4pm for lunch, after that I was better.
Sometime i feel like a slave to them. Of course lar, they got someone to order around, why not. especially to those part timers like me. " Chenlin u can mop the floor liao" "You don't want to sweep the floor arh?" (hinting me to go sweep lor) "Chenlin 去丢垃圾" "Iron the clothes" "Don't stand there leh" "Can go change the water liao" I have to go all the way down to the ground floor to dump the big rubbish bag. Do you know how smelly that place is, I've to hold my breathe till i was back in the lift. Okay nevermind I can still tolerate, who ask me is their subordinate. I have to be very tolerance de, Just for the sake of that pathetic $5/hr. I'm very tired already today,when i wanna tap my card at the bugis station. You know what. MY EZLINK CARD WAS LOST again. Slap myself! I'm not upsetting for the lost of the card.Is because I've just top up $40 this morning! Last year I've lost for 4 or 5 times already. This is only February, and this damn history repeats again. This time I'm not going to make a new one since I'm paying adult fare already. But my mood was still very down, i hate myself lar.! Why am I so SUEY today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My Ang bao money was running low already.Spent300bucks these 2days.
Slap myself 2x! Mum was back to china today, & she din give us a penny. Triple unhappiness!
How am i going to survive till she's back, which is next friday -.- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

This kind of compromising can't go on forever.
You make me lost faith in you.
I just don't know what kind of smile you want from me.
Even crying is a sin now.

Pocket full of sweeeeeets.

Afternoon visit dad's house, gathering with cousin.

Received red packets, $$$$$$.

This year doesnt get that much, i think all of them give de is equal to my aunt give de lo

but too bad she go back china liao, super huge angbao flying back to china. =x

Nevertheless, I'm still very contented already (: 意思意思 nia. Happy can liao.

Afterthat i went to bugis with dear, lunch at pastamania & watched Wolfman at Iluma.

So many people were queueing up for the tickets, what the.

I must treasure today and tomorrow, cos tuesday im working.! yucks!

okbye goodnight.

Picture of the day :

My background is fill with the music and crowd in Channel 8,
and the aunties in my house was sitting down there counting down.
Just now had steam boat with them.
haha, my house had never be so lively during chinese new year before.
Chinese new year & valentines day falls on the same date!
double yayness !! HAHA, special right?
I still didnt get to buy my ideal new year clothes, i anyhow grab from the store lor.
no time to buy sia! nevermind can save money also good:D
tomorrow just wear something proper can liao.
Lately I have been listening to new year song till my ear gonna drop already.
keep repeating the same tracks. All thanks to nichii. UHHHH. driving me crazy.
i will keep referring to my timetable and see how many days left to my last day of work.
SIX working days left! yes! it may sound so few, but it's hard to endure those period okay!
nonetheless i still wanna wish all of you a very
happy new year & valentines day.

Worn out./

Changed my blogskin eventually.
Specially thanks to WONGMINXUE aka miyuki♥♥♥♥♥♥
love the blogskin u make for me. XIEXIE. muacks!
It's somewhat similar to yours, haha hope u dont mind to be similar with me =X
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Just now shan came my house to put pictures.
Crazy webcam time with TANHUISHAN! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Changed blog song, nice nice?

just when i finished posting, i go view minxue's blog and found out that

we have same blogsong! what a coincidence!HI-five ~ hehe.

afterall is she intro me to this song de the previous year.

need any japanese song should find her!

okbye, tmr working! gotta turn in soon.Night everyone.

New hamster from huishan :D i brought it back last monday.
i think the house i give him is big enough for him HAHA!

Small,medium,large,extra large
green,yellow,orange,purple,red,blue,colourful
"What size you want?"
"Sorry don't jave new one le"
"Sorry this is last piece already(:"
"I'll check for you"
"Thankyou"
"sorry maximum five pieces"
"It's over there"
"ya, sorry"
So my work is basically all about that.
Serve customer and go around the coloured area.
I survived these 3days! Finally, tomorrow is a off day.
Tuesday if i dont have work i will be a super busy girl.
dad is coming back on tuesday,i suppose to meet mx on tuesday,
collect contact lense at cck&woodland on tuesday too.
All because of the shift they add for me, I can't do the four things together on tuesday!
And i totally don't like to work!. Dislike,detest,loathe,abhor,hate....all the negative word i can used.
It makes me more cherish the days that im off.
Sob....
Where's my new year clothes?
everyday see people buying their new year clothes,what about mine!
I dont even have the time to do this kind of thing.
I think my new year is like normal day to me, no new year clothes, no relatives to visit.
Little amount of angbao that can count with my 5 fingers..
Pathetic!

Okay lar actually my live is not too worst.

Cos i just receive my first salary in my life just now when i check my posb account.

3oo+ only, cos i work 8day nia.

I want to rebond my hair T>T maybe in few months later.

& whenever i saw my past photos, i'll start reminiscing my black hair.

& i wanna change a new blogskin a badly. Can't find a blogskin i like in the web.

Hope somebody like minxue can help me make one leh! But i still dunno which one to make,

argh.. so troublesome right. -.-

Nvm, i shall stop here.

Night!

There's renovation work going on upstairs,
already didnt sleep well for whole night then in the morning still can't give me peace.!
Going out to work soon, yesterday i had a strong urge to quit the job.
I felt so boring doing the same things over and over again.
Sometimes the time past fast sometimes its slow!
Just like yesterday, theres rarely any customer in the afternoon but better during evening.
I think today will be a busy day, cos it's saturday
Bye~

See, i work until so buey song~
Tomorrow is friday! Means i've to work. I'm so not willing to work now as i've not rest enough! Started to like weekdays & dislike weekends because i've to work during weekends. Damn it. 13th i've to work, which means i can't have Steamboat dinner with my family. It's once a year okay, Reunion dinner before CNY. For me it's meaningless be it Reunion or not. However, I still don't like to be absent from this kind of occasion where finally the 3 of us can sit down and eat a proper meal together. Whatever it is, This year would be an exception then. ): Just now I went to woodland library there to collect my contact lense. I've waited for like 40mins & went home with disappointment. The people change the time & never inform me. They copied my number wrongly. WTF. So end up cant contact me. And i can't contact them either, They don't provide their numbers. WTFx2 Will be meeting them again on monday. Can't wait to receive my lense.
Hopefully tomorrow can get my pay, I'm bankrupt already! Many people's birthday falls on march. Start saving money from now onwards! Too impossible for me to really do it. -.- Just saying it for fun..! Like daphne say, as we grow older, our feeling for CNY was fading.
That kind of excitement&eagerness has missing. Did we become mature already? Or had pass the age of getting angbao? zzz..

Currently One episode only. OMG !!
Can't wait for the second one.

Lollipop & Magic hole!

Anyone of them will make my day ~~

Someone you know? Well, say until like this.

Then, you should be a name that i've heard before during pri school time only

Not even someone i know.
From the begining you already decide which category I was in.

What for say so much bullshit with me?

Piece back the things and be friend again?

What revenge arh?

Then you should just ignore me & dont sms me or ask me for whatever.

Happy? I should 划清界限with you (: then Satisfied?