1 year & 1 month.

It's another 23rd of the month. This feeling of special is fading off.. Everytime i was so looking forward to the 23rd to arrive, because it's our big day. Its so special for us. However, with all those quarrels and unhappiness coming along our way, somehow something was missing between us and bad impression was building up. Though I am still smiling infront of you but my smile doesnt really last long. :( I don't like this feeling. Boohoohoo! Happiness is not with us anymore. Whenever you give me hope, it'll always be taken away soon after we quarrelled. Are we really not suitable for each other? I don't wish to admit that. you have really understand me all this while, except for one simple fact you can't understand. You don't know what I need the most. & Your temper is really unpredictable. I don't know how much have I understand you. But whenever I see you cry, my heart melts. When i see you acting all sorts of childish stuff infront of me just to make me smile, my heart melts. Hopefully, our relationship is moving towards better but not worst.Ily.