Saturday, March 6, 2010

Burden.

I feel like we're going to sleep on the roadside or under the bridge at anytime, cos we don't have a permanent shelter. I feel like crying now. I seriously can't be bothered anymore. wtf is H.O.M.E means? Just a four letters word. There's no peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee everywhere. I can understand that with our situation we won't live happily ever after, but at least some peace can? After more than a year we're still unable to settle down,what a loser. People comes and go, so whose next? You know how much pressure you put on me? All of us suffered big time can! Who the f create money? Can't we trade things for things? Money ruin all kinds of relationship, kinship,friendship,whatever in the world. Bunch of selfish monster!Only care about yourself, I'm not your child issit? Lets see then, who will be there supporting you when your old. your baby son? Wait long long!! Don't expect a penny from us. An eye for an eye. I'll let you regret one day. Don't blame me for being realistic because you forced me to. When will i awake from this nightmare? It's like a never ending one..Am i deserve all this? I need a moment of silence now, to think about what to do next. I don't want to believe anyone of you anymore. You all disappoint me again and again until it cause a phobia on me..
Who can I turn to.......... Who can give me an answer.......Who can I believe?Who is there to help us? Even god can't.