Finally i went down to vivo and get my pay. Mad happy! After that train back to yishun deposit my cheque in the box outside posb. I din cross my cheque cos I don't know what the heck is that. Somemore I've nowhere to borrow a pen, so I just leave it. Hopefully I can still get the money arh. Went over to 220 there find shan & her friends. Playing babminton and slack. Dan came over at night & I had dinner with her at foodcourt, simply ordered a plate of fruits and chatted alot. Shared our thoughts and feelings. I don't wish to bottle everything up within myself but I just can't find any descriptive words to decribe how I feel. All I can say is that I'm feeling very vex and upset with my life. I've so much things to say, so much to complain about, so much tears waiting to cry out. However nothing will change after that what.. leave it to fate.