How am i suppose to keep myself strong again.

It's suppose to be a super wonderful day out at east coast park with dear,shaobing,xiaoxue&XYL. But at the end of the day, we quarrel over a peanut matter. All because of your fking selfishness. and You bloody leave me alone in the bus all the way from marine parade to AMK. Where are you when im crying like an idiot throughout the whole journey back home. What am i to you. Utterly disappointed in you.! I had enough, seriously! not gonna treat this lightly like i do in the past.!