I miss you.

I can't believe that I've been staying at home rotting for the whole day, to me staying at home equal wasting time and energy. Want me stay at home face the computer might as well give me big sum of money to go out eat whole day or go for a movie marathon. I also don't why I must go out everyday one until it becomes a habit now. No matter i got money or not as long as i can get out of my house. I can go anywhere, loitering alone isnt a problem. I've got a big big ulcer in my mouth, thus i've difficulties in opening my mouth wide. Because when i'm eating I dont use to have a small bite, I would like to open my mouth big and have a spoonful of food. Sorry I am like this. When the ulcer disappear I'm going to eat sakae with boyf! Plus alot alot of other good food! YES! no matter how much I eat I'll still remain so thin. Don't need to envy me cause it's not something to proud of I think. I always fall under the underweight category ever since primary school. WTF. I eat alot, but i wonder where does all those food went? Its not in my shit then where does it go,good question. Sound so stupid typing all these rubbish down here. I'm running out of word already. Today there's nothing special happen so got nothing to update about. Btw, i seriously need a new phone badly. Hate to use the current one. I'm sick of it now. Bored to the max! My salary use until 7788 already, T.T on top of that my mother not giving me allowance leh. What should i do, eat myself? Grandfather is coming to singapore next week. wooooots! So happy, I also don't know I so excited for what. Bye, I'm tired already. Shall turn in now.goodnight!