We call it love.

School is fun, and my new friends are ♥♥♥. Start to get better understanding of what I'm learning now, but there's still some doubts here and there. Hate POA as usual, so confusing. I had hard time finishing all my tutorial questions.Projects are coming to us in no time. The lecturer just throw the project on the blackboard and expect us to submit by the deadline without explaining anything. What if i never check the blackboard announcement! This tells us that we must login to the "blackbooooooat" more often from now onwards.I NEED HELP seriously.I'm not really very good in group work. I am trying to turn in before 10pm every weekdays so that I can have sufficient sleep at night. YAY can sleep like a pig! Foodcourt 5 is always so packed with 246543634 people la! Miss my KFC today :( and another thing is that the lift at SB is abit sot sot one. I can't believe we've to squeeze like mad for 3years. YAY tomorrow is friday, I wonder why the time pass so fast for this two weeks, I think we're still in the honey moon mood, start bucking up from week 3 onwards le! Yes! Add oil add oil. Quite disappointed that monday we don't have holiday, we'll be in school when the rest of the singapore is having their holiday! Ugh... OKBye.

Long or short?

Omg i hate my present blogskin! Fuglyyyyyyyy ttm!! I was editing the new template half way then suddenly my wireless mouse no battery, then i go find battery. When it's done, I accidentally don't know clickwhat and go close the editing window. Then now I'm lazy redo it already. Let it be then. Arghh. Today I was discussing with dear about whether should I cut my hair shorter to shoulder length, because I can't stand my super frizzy and dry hair now.All the hair on my head is spoilt already.Moreover the black roots is so ugly can! Now I wanna do a rebonding and hair cut and dye new colour. Start saving money and target $200. I'm throwing temper to everyone around me today, very impatient. Don't know why I feel so vex today. But nobody offence me leh. PMS -.-

Loves.

Happy 14th month anniversary!

(nothing much to say.)

Problems after problems.

I know it's hard for us all this while to fight this endless war alone. This kind of situation, sad to say that we really cant help. We're helpless and hopeless and useless. Slb is going to mad soon i think. Who's gonna answer those questions in my head. And who's going to solve all our problem, none.All we have is each other and no one else. Seriously I don't know what to do to comfort her or make her better.When I'm upset I still can type it down here, and vent my anger what about her? Who can she turn to when she needs help and a listening ear. Sorry we're very useless, we choose to pretend that we don't know anything. Why we land ourselves into this plight? That's a good question ya? I wish i could buried my head into the ground and im out of the world. See nothing hear nothing. Once ago, I've a friend who i will tell all my problem to, every single thing in my life, I'll tell her. Now she's gone, I choose to keep all the things to myself because I dont feel the same when i told the other friends, it's meaningless. Now, i only can depend on myself. No matter how tough life's gonna be, move on and I'll see better future isnt it? Talk easy but hard to do so, cos my heart still hurts.I miss the past, I miss all our heart to heart session, i miss those hours and hours of phone call, i miss those endless jokes, i miss our party world session, i miss every moment we're together. Alot of people says that I'm very fortunate, indeed I am. Perhaps, I'm just taking everything for granted and not grateful enough. I'm s/e/l/f/i/s/h.

Happy me ?

So far so good.

First day of school, i only have one word to describe which is GOOD. can be better (: Quite slacking for today, a tutorial which is suppose to be 2hour but ends after 30mins, so yea...slack hor? we shall see for tomorrow. 8am all the way till 3pm, ONLY ONE BREAK, i'll be dying out of hunger by then. Sad laaaaa. There's alot of lecture notes awaiting for us, and a few textbooks yet to be purchase. Money ahhh.. I need a new phone so badly, and was repeating this sentence for so many post, sick of saying it already. My very nice mother just refused to buy me a new phone what can i do, and insist me on using the prepard card.Shall stop complaining about her further more. It's always the same usual prob. okay bye. Gonna turn in soon, good night!

This is a random post\

Basically there's not much thing to update for these few days, the flagday on thursday marks the end of the freshmen orientation. And monday is a new start for us.&I'm so not looking forward for monday to come! Do you? I've taken truckloads of pictures for the past few days, okay as usual i'm too lazy to upload here. Miss everybody ttm laaaa. walao, sad :(

FLAGDAY KILLS!

Who would like to go for flagday early in the morning like 7.30am at cityhall where the morning crowd can easily squeeze you to death!



I miss my BFFs. :(

I miss my boy. :(

D-T-R-M OH TWO!

Finally this day had come afterall , the FRESHMEN ORIENTATION in Sp. When I reach the School of business building, there were many people be it alone like me or with partners and friends around them, They look blur. Because when I reached, the registration counter hadnt been set up, so everybody were standing at one corner waiting for something to happen like that. Indeed Sp is really huge. I almost lost my way when i was loitering on my own this morning. Btw, I went to Sp with Dan like 7.30am today(: Was yawning all the way in the train.Soooooooooo restless! Okay, basically what we did today? After the registration we proceed to MTL9, a small lecture room, quite similar like our AVA room in Nvss with 140 tourism students(not sure issit the exact amount).My class is OH-2! There's 7 class in total. So my class got 16 people including me, 12girls and 4boys, not sure how many girls but confirm is 4boys, okay I dont't care but HOW PATHETIC CAN IT BE that we're most likely will be facing each other for the next 3years. OHHHHHHHHHHHMYGOD! Then, teachers aka lecturers came in for a briefing and some talk about what we're going to learn and the next 3years.Played some games in our classroom and around 12pm we headed for lunch at foodcourt 6 which is i think a purely fastfood "canteen" cos there is pizzahut,macdonalds,KFC &cheers. etc. Lunch finished, station games started. This is when we started to perspire profusely, the weather is super warm can. Can't stand it seriously, dying under the hot sun. Oh ya, did I mention that my DTRM's year 2 seniors are soo High and enthu today. Wonder if next year we'll become like them. HAHA! Anyway, I'm quite relieved as Mx is studying in the same building as mine! We can meet up together (: Tomorrow need to wake up at 6am, gotta go now. Nights!

Life's getting more and more boring especially when school open is round the corner. Can i don't go for the orientation? But it's stated very cleary that it's COMPULSARY. Oh i'm so sad can. This Ulcer in my mouth is giving me so much trouble. It's still very pain even when I'm sleeping, what the hell laaaaaaaa. And why the weather outside are so warmth lately. I woke up perspiring sia! Nothing goes right nowadays. At least one thing went right, which is I know that I love my friends and they loves me too. Especially YYJT.. yes I still remember YYJT. (: Though we're "distributed" to all parts of Yishun -.- Work de work, study de study, We din get to meet each other very often. And super rare to have a FULL gathering. Sometimes even few months a time. But our hearts is united as ever. Am i right :D Eh, lets have another friendship celebration during 9june laaaaaaaa! Any suggestion?

Okay, I admit that I'm very dumb for these 2days, cried away buckets of tears.Thanks dan, all the way keep me companied for these whole 2-3days, and sorry i make you cry too just now when you see my crying. Be it the drinking session or staying in the rain with me yesterday, I really appreciate them. &&& not forgetting the gambling session together today. HAHA so fun!Finally bought my lappy today at courts, black in colour. Actually i want other colour but the stupid courts don't have. What to do, at this point liao, cannot be too choosy already. Tomorrow going to SP for the configuration with daphne, Must wake up at 6am! OMG, Don't know can wake up or not.Sleeping now, nites!


This is our one and only and last chance, if this time whoever doesnt appreciate it, then that's it. I also don't wanna do anything about it already, it's all fated. We've tried our best to keep this r/s going on, but it's not enough. So let the time prove everything, if we're fated to be together, walk one round you'll still be mine.

The angels & devils in me is fighting.

Today I went to Dan house find her, slack awhile then headed to amiralty meet monkey and his friends, go there for free lunch and money only, He fking asked us out then at his friend house only concentrate in gambling, HAHA in the end lose alot money. Orh bee! then nevermind, we took the money he gave us to a "big feast", KFC & ice cream.Zzz. Train back to yishun, slacked at 755 around 6pm. Chatting,camwhoring,laughing all the way till her lappy bo battery. Then had a heart to heart chatting with each other.I poured all my sorrows and unhappiness to her,felt quite relieved after that but at the same time, while telling her all my relationship stuff, she also thinks that I'm sucha failure. :( I've no dignity already. Even I was looking down on myself, let alone the rest. & What she told me is quite true. Everyone have some ugly past and experience, thats the process of growing. Everyone must have such a lesson in their life, so that next time we won't make any silly decision. Okay, I'm stupid enough to believe those beautiful promises or sentence said by you.Though we didnt end, but I can feel that we're at our wits end already.It seems like all the things that I've done for you is going to the drain. :( I know, things turn out to be like this is all I deserve it. I shouldnt even start this torment in the first place right? But this is what love is, isnt it. No gain no pain. I'n in great pain already, but why still no gain anything.Love is really blind.The more u love one person, the more hurt you will get at the end of the day, no matter how happy your were in the past. Memories are just past tense. Thats the most cruel part of love. Accept it and move on.

我曾经以为爱上你不会错你如今变的让我没有把握曾经的承诺对与错回过头又算是什么这逝去的爱如何能复活我虽然难过爱让我懦弱付出的太多无法解脱这心痛你能明白吗我应该如何才不会是这结果我爱你爱的好辛苦爱的好孤独爱的没有退路我好无助抹不去痛楚忍不住的哭这是你给我的礼物我爱你爱的好辛苦爱的好糊涂爱的不能醒悟你好残酷我看着来路你并不在乎也许吧我无所谓一个人去漫步。

Hello, April foooooooooooooool.

Didnt go town or anywhere far for the past 4days, except for yesterday i went to SP for the enrolment thingy. Went to find Dan after that, She's selling BM at Koufu, must support her. Grandpa is at home, I'm not very convenience to leave him alone. So bored laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Lukily just now got go bugis with Suling, walk walk shop shop. If not I'll be rotting away at home. Last time i use to go to town almost everyday with dear, but now no more. We got our own things to busy with, and no money also. Anyway, yesterday i got to know that our Orientation is compulsory, FIVE DAYS! and the duration is like WTF la. one of the days its from 7am to 7pm, whole 12 hours! Hate it laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Means I've to wake up as early as 5am to prepare. If don't go for it, means when terms start I'll be loner without any friends. T.T Walaoooooooo.