♥ A piece of my world.

Bye year 1, Hello holiday & year 2 (:

2011-02-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Last paper today, ends with marketing paper, afterthat lunch with the class and kbox with the class girls. YIPPEEE, marks an end to year one. Finally, I can smell freedom! hehehehe, 6weeks of holidays from now onwards. Two more day going back to china, meaning 1month cannot use facebook, omg how to cope with that? WHY CHINA BAN FACEBOOK, WTF. Hopefully twitter works. pray pray pray! Tomorrow going steamboat wit bffs! ♥ ♥

Wonderfool~

2011-02-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

1 week never update my blog already! Nothing much happen anyway. One paper down, 2 more to go. Fall sick right before the exams, sleepless night. Went to USS with bffs today! It was awesome. Hardcore mugging tomorrow for econs! which means no anniversary celebration :( sad life. Going back china on next wednesday. CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!

Happy Valentines!

2011-02-14T14:58:00.000+08:00

This year's valentines day i believe most of us are dating with projects, how pathetic :( Tomorrow, marks the end of all the projects in year 1. But thats not the end of year 1, we still have the upcoming exams.Next week poa & econs paper! bless me!!Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

so little time.

2011-02-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

I wanna catch up with bffs :( miss them so much. But need to settle projects first then exams coming right after projects. wtffffffffish. then probably going back china right after exams. ommmg.

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2011-02-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hope this year will be a good one, and prove those fortune teller wrong! Dont be so mi xing la!

Hi.

2011-02-06T12:51:00.000+08:00

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2011-02-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

Those voices are still inside my brain, playing over and over again. Sometime i feel like screaming madly at you, telling you what did you do to us. Telling you can u fucking stop all these nonsense. Its true when people say, like father like son, so now i must say like mother like daughter uh. I am who i am today, all thanks to you. Dont always say me what what what, arent you like this as well? Isnt this what u've teached me all along?

New year, same old me.

2011-02-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

Happy chinese new year! This year must be the worst cny for me. Seriously no mood to enjoy myself, actually no atmosphere also. Except for the angbao part, there's really nothing to look forward to. Damned, i wanna go back china so badly. So jealous of bro now, he went back to celebrate cny and getting 4digit angbao already! Plus can have fun and relax. fmlfmlfml. I bought new year clothes but i didnt wear, i wore back all my old clothes and shoes. zzz maybe im just not ready for a new start uh. Almost all the shop is closed, can go where sia. Watch movie also all show selling fast, eat also cannot eat foodcourt,only those restaurant still open. Seriously two day is enough lor, if the shop pms then close as and when they like hor, i think we can really go and die -.-! okay at least i'll die first. Now i just hope that march come faster=holiday come faster=going back china=fun+fun+fun=happy+happy+happy. Need to chiong project straight after chu yi and chu er. see! stress anot!SIGH. two project presentation on next week. YAY means two project&module down!

Oh please stop raining.

2011-01-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

Went for CNY shopping with Suling

lalalas~

2011-01-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

So happy, weekend is coming soon! hohoho, and new year next week = more holidays. But i may be doing project during new year time! :( deadline is immediately after the CNY break, FML. one project down, left three. Today skipped whole day of lectures & tutorials, my 75% attendance gg liao. Very guilty and feel bad about it though. I just want march to come faster,please. Desperate for holiday seriously,! Now everyday stress over projects, let alone the coming exams, it would be worst. my gpa sure gg also. fmlmlmlml. I wanna watch movies and eat good food! So many food and movies in my mind -.- hopefully new year can get big angpao and alot of cash hahaha! we shall see! Yesterday I go dig out all my past years photos from my thumbdrive, EPICCCC TTM. cant stop laughing at some of them. upload them on facebook, super paiseh. Nowadays im so in love with the yong tau foo at 925 that i can eat two bowl! somemore very cheap! I think i very pathetic, almost everyone's parent was rushing them to buy new year clothes,giving them money to buy. My mother leh, never even mention about it, still ask me not to buy this year. :((((((((( super sad!

I wish I wish I wish.

2011-01-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

Busy with projects, busy with dramas, busy enjoying my life. Recently I'm so stressed. :( I wish march faster come. I wish all the projects was over. I wish the exams didnt exist. FAT HOPE.! Tomorrow still got ITB test, gonna do last min revision again. I think i can do last min work well. hahaha..So bored, new year is round the corner, and i haven't done my CNY shopping. :( no money la, so maybe will be wearing old clothes to welcome the new year :( not new at all! Lazy to type already, I've got more works to be done. KBYE.

P.S. Happy anniversary. :)

Blessed.

2011-01-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

SWEET EIGHTEEN.

2011-01-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to myself, WOOHOO IM FINALLY 18. :DDDDDD kbyethatsall.

Reminiscing.

2011-01-10T22:48:00.002+08:00

I used to love to collect these Wuguis. <3 see! now got wugui family!

Anyway today is the release of O level result,non of my business actually. Congrats those who did very well, and for those who did not do well dont be sad also cos you know you've done your best :D JIAYOU! keep trying! As expected baby failed his maths. But still feel abit disappointed and damn sad :( IM GONNA MAKE HIM STUDY BLOODY HARD THIS YEAR! I really want to see him go poly next year. Kinda regret for not pushing him hard last year! Slack so much with him. This year I'm gonna motivate him :D We shall see. K bye.

:)

2011-01-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

weekend is here.

2011-01-08T01:18:00.000+08:00

Went to dad's house this evening, my baby brother had grown bigger le! But still don't like me :( the moment i touch him he push me away far far! He only stick to his mother. Well, next time you grow older i think who buy u more toy u stick to who bah -.- Anyway, TGIF. Ooops, its saturday already! Survived the first week of new year and school. Hehe, holiday is over its time to buck up! Im quite lousy in my class, so there's alot of things for me to catch up. Awww I'm sad :( I wanna watch movie but no time and $$$$$$$. I wanna go bugis like how i do everyweek, but no $$$$$$$$$$$$$. Sad life! Meeting suling for early lunch tomorrow, no is later, I shall sleep now right. Later confirm cannot wake up! But bro haven't reach home yet, I cant sleep though I'm very sleepy now. I got this weird habit leh, if bro haven come home I cant sleep. No an quan gan-.- WTH. His phone is off, another phone is left at home. COME BACK LA SO THAT I CAN SLEEP CAN! Chionging drama just now, now i got a whole list of drama waiting for me! Hongkong,Korea,Taiwan but never Ang mo show. No offend, but i simply hate english la! I can watch english movie but jus not their drama, like weird leh :( sry im so out dated. K bye.Thats all for today.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2011-01-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

Congratulation to my bro! Today is his last day of NS!! Freedom liao lor, next time wont heard him complain this and that liao (:

Random stuff.

2011-01-04T10:07:00.000+08:00

This is not CHEEBAI/CHEEBYE/CHEESEBURGER. this is Cl&Wb (:

Just some pictures to make my blog seems alive.

2011-01-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

These were just 15 photos out of 300+ of them. Way to slow to upload. Just now was uploading on fb, and it hang so everything was gone! FML. Gonna reupload tomorrow if i have the patience. Actually going to genting is very bored, once was enough.However its WHO you're going with that makes your life there interesting and awesome. So i don't mind going again with them, if possible next yr? Awww.. tomorrow i'm going back to school already. :( Miss my holidays.

Hi 2011, welcome.

2011-01-01T21:03:00.001+08:00

Happy new year everyone! I'm back from genting two days ago, it was awesome. &I'll upload the photos once i get the adapter from shan!Yesterday was count down session at rf house. Actually we didnt count down uh, we were merely gathering outside his house and playing cards. Lots of alcohol, but i didnt drink :) Initially i was damn pissed off and sick cos of my eyes. Usual problem, so i threw the lenses away! My right eyes cant even open seriously and was damn painful and keep dropping tears leading to running nose! Then soar throat! Close eye also pain. So i didnt enjoy the gathering at all! Only until 11pm + i feel better.Thank god. Cabbed&reached home around 3am+. I've $100+ after genting now left less than $10. Dont know how i spend one. Now i only pray hard that i could get the rest of my pay soooooon pls :(. Not alot but still can help me abit.I'm happy that its january now. HAHA cos its my birthday month! YES! i'll be officially 18 soon, real soon.

♥♥♥2011 please be good! ♥♥♥

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

Wish all the people that i love and who loves me have a very enjoying christmas! Love you guys ttm! I don;t have hundreds and thousands of friends but I'm contented that I have a few bestfriends around me. It's more than enough for me (: yea time flies, one year had passed like this. Of course every year got alot of things happening which cause good/bad impacts on us.Some people step out of my life, but some step in.Life is fair like this isnt it. How can i ask for more.Heheh, my birthday is coming soon hohoho, excited that im going to be 18 soon, love this age. Not too old not too young?plus can watch M18 movie! But i doubt i even dare to watch M18 show. Haha, I'm growing up every year but why my courage still didnt grow. I'm still as timid as a mouse-.- Not good sia. Hope 2011 will be a good year for me. I say so much as though now is 2011 liao -.- okay lar, i wanna sleep already! goodnight byebyebye!

2010-12-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

was browsing through all the photos in my com, got alottttttttt. few thousands of photos going 10k.just realise that this whole year i change 3 hair sytle 3 colour, no wonder i had major hair fall! SHit. this is a big problem.

How do you do?

2010-12-22T23:12:00.004+08:00

Christmas is round the corner! Jingle bell Jingle bell~ Loves all the christmas trees outside! Next time i confirm gonna buy my own tree and decorate it myself. Have seen alot of nice and tall christmas tree around town area&I wanna take all the photos of them. So far this 2 only. T.T Feel like collecting all the photos of xmas tree then collage them! CHIO! Going to genting with BFFS this sunday till next wednesday, cant wait for theme park and food and cold weather there. After genting trip I gonna start on project already!(hopefully). YAY tomorrow is 23rd again. Happy 1yr10month anniversary baby!♥♥

2010-12-14T21:23:00.003+08:00

Window shopping with dearest MX today at orchard! :)

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singing at partyworld, steamboat & movie time at bugis with BBFs.

♥♥♥

Happy holidays !

2010-12-12T22:45:00.004+08:00

Hello! Life is too good for me nowadays! MST is OVER! plus the paper is really easy!thankgod. &baby is back :))))))))))))like finally after 40days. and 2010 is coming to an end soon, real soon. Gonna welcome 2011! WOOHOOO! Happy like mad.And this year going genting with BFFS again (Y)! 26dec. I'm really contented&happy. The horoscope book says that next year will be my lucky year MUAHAHAHAH. issit real? we.shall.see.
Tomorrow going singggggggg with Bffs at partyworld. Quite awhile since we last go to sing. and steamboat afterthat. Steamboat also quite long never go~ All in all, just alot of things i havent do la! Why this holiday must be so short, three weeks only. Super short. It's like going to end anytime lor. When i think of holidays i will think of school reopens, and then endless lectures and tutorials which im so lazy to pay attention at,THEN EXAMS coming and then how i mug for it. So scary. So im gonna really enjoy my holidays to the fullest like the world is ending. Im going out EVERYDAY if i can. Spending money like tissue paper like no tomorrow! THIS.IS.ME.

Back to december.

2010-12-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Happy December everyone :D Time flies right! Im turning 18yro next month HAHA! Anyway study battle starts tomorrow, begins with the poa lab test. YEAH its open book test! Then next week is MST! SO HAPPY!

Webcam time with baby~
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THENEXTFRIDAY.

2010-11-28T23:44:00.004+08:00

Just watch finish 爱无限! Fantastic ending I love it! I want more ~ too back last episode already. No more drama for me! Wait, still got MARY to watch :D not bad not bad. Next two week is gonna be a busy one with the upcoming MST,! So i shall stop watching dramas for the time being, maybe do some ITB revision? Start from tomorrow then. One day one chapter. Lazy to start on econs and poa leh! Can i just pass without revision? Like so impossible. Econ even i got study i also dont know will pass anot. This sem's chapter all sucks, to be precise it should be Macro-economic sucks! :( it would be better if they can provide us the formula sheet during exam! That makes our life much more easier man!!! You know what, Im so angry that my desktop die AGAIN! I just collected it back on saturday and it works well.IM SO HAPPY! Then the next day, sunday, It dies again! WHATS WRONG? IM SO MAD ABOUT IT! Lousy servicing skill! Im gonna complain them!ARGHHHHHHHH.

I miss QQ.

2010-11-25T19:50:00.004+08:00

My laptop now cannot install qq, whatthefuckiswrong? I think i reformat wrongly and still alot of problems in my laptop. Im very pissed of that the time in my laptop always not accurate one despite being correct over and over again! the next day i open my lappy the time goes wrong again! Then I always don't know what time is it la! I miss QQQQQQQ:( it's not very convenience to online using my iphone because theres still some shortcomings to that. I miss webcamming with cousins and because I've no QQ I CANNOT WEBCAM WITH BABY WTF. And without QQ i don't even feel like updating my qzone (mychineseblog). No inspiration sia, people out there waiting for me to update la you sucker! And then i downloaded the messenger plus already but the function didnt appear in my msn! im still seeing all those code! Now i only hope that my desktop can be repaired then i can use desktop at home instead of this stupid laptop. somemore the screen is so much bigger lor! Tomorrow moving house le, happpyyyyyyyyy!

:(

2010-11-24T21:08:00.007+08:00

I just jailbreak my phone and im like glued to my phone everywhere i go! I just cant stop downloading all fun and cool applications! free why not? =x anyway just now i went to watch movie with shan as i have a free movie ticket :) watched kung fu yong chun~ not bad not bad!That day i go and change my blog link, but in the end still stick to this link cos all the new link that i can think of is so lousy! :( but i wanna change link so badly! and and and i want a new camera so badly also, i wish i could buy mx's camera! awesome max! i've been neglecting my camera for don't know how long already lor, last time i use to take photo with it almost everyday -.- now it looks so ugly and sucky to me. SRY:( im not a good owner i never protects you!WALAO i really cannot take care of my own things sia, i dropped my phone two time already, HEARTPAIN CAN! and one small tiny scratches on the screen, FML seriously! AND my new wallet spoilt, my new bag spoilt..Whats wrong sia. Okay the wallet still nevermind cos it's cheap and i can buy again! But this new bag i bought from school like less than a week it spoilt! $26 bucks lehh! cannot trust school's product anymore. seriously spoilt until machiam like old bag like that. I really like that bag leh! And today i went to northpoint i saw a super nice bagpack,$69, T.T got green colour somemore I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT! Sigh...wait long long bah...im super sad now...shall go emo now...bye..

Another month like this.

2010-11-23T08:16:00.004+08:00

Sakae sushi last night with shan and yuanxin. I've being craving for sushi since last week! Monday is so relax and not blue at all~ WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~~ but today is tuesday damn sianx. It's totally hell because of 3 hours of marketing turorial.

hellooooooooooo idiot.

2010-11-18T21:19:00.005+08:00

Nothing to post recently, my live is basically revolving around school. MST is approaching soon, in two weeks time. I know i always do things last minute so I'm not going to revise now. :) I am trying very hard to save money now so that i can spend all of them at one go.Buy more clothes and eat more good food, this is my target for Dec.Anyway im going genting with bffs during dec as well, life cant be any better than this right ^^. And im moving house on Dec 1, today i just went to singtel outlet with bro to apply for the mio home package. I think its quite worth it lehh. 27th they will come and install&activate broadband for us!Seems like dec will be a busy month for me. Aiya when it comes to the end of a year, its always busy for everyone bahhh. Quite looking forward for my 18th birthday/ although i don't have money to book a chalet but i think i still can afford to organise a BBQ at east coast park right?!HAHA!& right after my birthday it will be chinese new year soon, means $$$$ coming in my pocket. then than than after CNY, during march holiday im going back china! WOW. cant wait for all the above to come! Now im most looking forward to baby's return to sg. 22 more days! Okay in between we got quarrel abit, but im still excited to see him lahh.. :( loser! Anyway, school is no more boring for me because there is awesome classmate around me! lovelovelove my bffs too! we just had a gathering and stay over at na's house last weekends. Enjoy myself ttm though I never ton with them! Me and shan was the first one to sleep! hehe..Qing and na's mum is flying off to GuangZhou today, hope they have a safe trip! :D

(my little church!photo taken 1month+ ago)

As life goes on.

2010-11-07T21:45:00.004+08:00

Life now is not so good but not so bad too, fair fair. Alot of things i wanna talk about but just don't feel like blogging leh. Time flies, november already! Christmas soon! I wanna see tall christmas treeeeeeeee HAHA! Anyway I saw one at vivo yesterday. Chio lor. Watch MEGAMIND 3D on friday with bff. This movie I don't like much, i rather watch despicable me again. Today suppose to be a study session with them but end up chatting and slacking AS USUAL. At the rate im going i think i can fail my pacc and econs already. ~~If i fail is i deserve it.~~ CHOII! i will pass i will pass! YAY tomorrow is monday, 爱无限ep12, this is the only drama that i was looking forward every week. I need to save money for shopping and genting and chalet. So im searching for part time jobs yesterday, hopefully the mitju will call me!

I miss my baby boy:(((((( 33more days to go!

FML

2010-11-06T21:26:00.000+08:00

:( i hate my life.

Happy november :(

2010-11-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

Happy because its the start of a new month and 2010 is ending soon, :( because baby went back to china this afternoon. 40days! Okay my target for next two month is to save $400-600 for genting and my chalet. I wont go rob lar, hopefully can find a part time job at somewhere like universal studio?! I dont know. I think the chances are low, though i've got the form already. Feel like going back to Nichii but the pay like so little and abit weird to go back again. Sianx ah! And this semester i'm so stressed up, with upcoming projects and MST. Why they send the result slip to our house sia?! siannnnnnnnnnnnn ah :(((( upload photos tomorrow or wednesday. Goodnightt.

Happy anniversary. 20th.

2010-10-23T23:36:00.005+08:00

Just a short post before i went to sleep, so sleepy now. So I went to watch paranormal activity2 at causeway point today. I think i would rate it 2/5, waste my $10 on it, should watch the child's eye instead. But nvm luh. After parting with dear I went to meet Qing for dinner at northpoint. Chit chatted and went over to her house to get her stocks etc.. home sweet home after that. By the way i feel so guilty for not doing my tutorials today, started abit of econs but didnt manage to finish it due to some reasons. It's ok still got tomorrow :D we shall see!

dear is leaving sg in 1 week's time :(((((((( back in 40days wtf.

1 more week.

2010-10-22T20:35:00.003+08:00

Hi. I survive the first week of school reopen woooooots!! Weekend is here yay!! Seriously i must say that this semester sucks, first week only there's a few project coming to us already and my gems was like...its interesting module but give the teacher teach until i've no interest already. Very tired ah!!!!!!!!! I hate blogger ah!! always so slow in uploading photos!!! pek ah!!

CL you should just go and die.

2010-10-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I lost passion in everything, I mean everything. What is wrong with me? My heart is abit emo today..Talking about trust, hmm.. not that there's no one there for me to trust, but I don't dare to trust anymore. Some time when I recall everything, I feel like erasing all my memories away. Well, what am i talking about.. IDK. Nothing better to do..

Two more weeks to nov 1.

2010-10-16T23:58:00.004+08:00

I was looking at my semester 2's timetable just now and was so unhappy about the new arrangement. So many late lesson which ends at 5pm. And 3hours of tutorial straight on Tuesday is enough to make me feel like skipping school on that day! THREE HOURS! OHMYGOD! But luckily not every tutorial is like this if not i really wanna kill the teacher already. I heard that other classes' timetable are so much better than us. EHH WHICH LECTURER HATE 02 SO MUCH? ZZZ-.- Okay why am I complaining to much about my timetable? Simply because I'm still in holiday mood and i didn't expect time to pass so fast.I dont want school to start! Plus I don't wanna bring my dirty bag to school, i need a new school bag so badly! Okay now school bag is my top wanted item next is...a new haircut! See I'm so poor that I can't even afford to go for a $10 haircut T.T Now look at the brighter side, actually when I go to school I can get more pocket money hence I can save more money then I can buy whatever I want!

I want more food!

2010-10-15T10:56:00.004+08:00

Just finish doing the cruise powerpoint, now I'm here to do a quick update! So yesterday I had dinner at rf house, all food were prepared by Qing except the egg is i cook one ^^V.Long time never eat home cook food :( I think i going over to her house later and dinner at her place again! Can save money!$$$$$$$$$

Holiday is gonna be over~

2010-10-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

Enjoying my holiday to the fullest before it's too late. Quite a few thing happen recently, and i was so affected by it! Hopefully, everything is clear by now. Regardless of what happen and how disappointed i had in anyone. I still believe and have faith in our friendship. i dont know why but I just don't wanna give up. 大家加油吧^^ And and and I BOUGHT IPHONE4 ALREADY! Thanks to bro again! Next time when i grow up and earn my own salary I will repay him de lar! I not take his money for granted haha!:D anyway I still gonna be using the old phone still, so I've two number.

Why is it so painful.

2010-10-10T23:33:00.003+08:00

好失望 10年朋友白做了？

I miss secondary school time

2010-10-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

love the way you lie.

2010-10-05T22:55:00.003+08:00

Im blind.Im blind.Im blind.Im blind.Im blind.Im blind.

It's like taking a rollar coaster ride, going through ups and down nonstop.

Overdue photos

2010-10-02T00:25:00.007+08:00

The day before shan went to hongkong!Went to seoul garden too. No mood to take much photos because it sucks. We hate it so much now.

22sept Lantern festival.

24th sept.
Finally got to meet Suling after so many months.

25th sept.
Went over to dad's house and have a quick dinner under the coffeeshop nearby.
this is my baby brother,Jason.

Photos taken during the cruise trip were uploaded on facebook already.

SLEEP NOW!

2010-09-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

Okay im back from the cruise trip, too tired to do anything now because I only slept for 2hours this morning :( so restless now. Have endless things to do tomorrow! Upload photos that was taken before and after and during the trip, watch all my dramas that i miss out during the trip! Pack all my stuff asap as we're moving out soon. Gonna be super busy! My stomach is growling how to sleeep???

Cruise in two days time~

2010-09-24T23:28:00.005+08:00

SHOPPING.SHOPPING.SHOPPING. Yes I went to shop with my long-time-no-see friend SULING at fareast and bugis. I feel so good after today.Although i go to bugis quite often but normally i don't get to buy anything at the end of the day. Sad right, can see can touch can try but cannot bring home -.- Anyway I bought one heels for the gala night. Hopefully it match the dress well. I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE GOING FOR THE CRUISE LEH! I love to travel, but not with the school. SIGH! Why they must forbid us to do this and that, why can't we have more freedom and choices of dress code since we're half adult already? AND why we must do project after going through all those shit? AND present to everybody? AND pay money when we don't do? I HATE STUDY TRIP! I havent pack my luggage :( BIG HEADACHE. My blog is dying soon because it look so liveless without photos. I'll gonna flood it with many many photos tomorrow.(hopefully i can get back my adapter)

Hopefully this will maintain..

2010-09-23T09:38:00.004+08:00

Had been reaching home quite late for the past two days so didnt manage to post anything. Yesterday was lantern festival and we celebrate at the small hill with the usual people. FUN TTM! Couldnt upload the pictures now because my adapter is still with Qing :( But I didnt capture much photos. Anyway HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY! ♥♥ Thanks for yesterday!

Currently i was catching this show! I bet all of you should know what show is this uh!

She's so cute!

Some random thoughts.

2010-09-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

I miss the home I use to have. A home where there is mother and father and brother. I'm kinda regret now, for not treasuring that home.Although we live under the same roof top, but we rarely spoke to each other to the extend that we can don't see or speak to each others for a few days. I don't know since when we've become like this. It's a home without any warmth and full of unhappiness and it was so quiet. But somehow I miss all of them now. At least at that point of time we are still together, living together, sharing same television same toilet same kitchen...When we're tired of the outside world, we head to the same place to rest which is our home. When i was young i use to go to my parent's room and lie on the bed watch tv with Dad almost every night. I share everything with him and often accompany him to the coffee shop to drink coffee.I will always order my favourite chicken wing. And that's enough to make me feel so happy for a long time. Perhaps, when we were young, we can be contented with every little thing around us. Now, me and dad drift alot and both of us changed alot. Maybe it's because I've grown up already and became more and more rebellious. Recently, I sort of envy those peoples out there who have their home sweet home. Whereas us still moving from house to house without a permanent shelter. Okay, enough for those sad stuff! HAHA, look at the brighter side, I'm gonna have a new home in 2-3 years time! YAY! I'm gonna have my own room finally. I am looking forward for that day to come! :)

YEAH tomorrow monday!

2010-09-19T21:40:00.005+08:00

Hello, I jus got home not long ago from yishun. Spend my whole day with baby at his house, I play maple while he is doing his maths. He gave up soon after doing a few question and went to play dota. So i went to sleep lor.Don't know why I can fall asleep so soon, maybe I'm too tired today. Because of TANHUISHAN la! I've to wake up early for her and went to her house help out with her project. HAHA properly! Oh, I get back my camera from Qing already, and was busy deleting my old photos when i wake up. After that went to have dinner at northpoint.Then i went home. Time passed so fast, I'm going to the cruise trip on next sunday and shan is going to hongkong real soon. She just came back from genting not long ago leh! *jealous*! Next week will be a busy week for me. I've to pack my things for the cruise trip and moved house again. Pack Pack Pack! Seriously i've big headache when come to think of what to pack for the trip. Should i bring a luggage or just a travel bag?

I'm Back!

2010-09-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

I've been neglecting this little space for quite long already. Right now, I'm back! I'll try to update as often as i can. :D Meanwhile, I'll be using this blogskin luh..bear with it! It's really plain I know. Anyway it's holiday againxcz! So I will be very free. Thats all for today, ciaos~

300th posts

2010-09-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

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Will be back to blogger soon. When im done searching my blogskins. :D

I'm dead beat.

2010-07-29T21:47:00.001+08:00

FML everything is screwed up.

以前太依赖才造成现在的放不开。

你如此狠心让我彻底绝望。

哀莫过于心死。

左边

2010-07-26T21:09:00.001+08:00

歌曲：左边
歌手：杨丞琳

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴霾收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
彷佛向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回

Steamboat!

2010-07-25T14:47:00.004+08:00

:(

2010-07-13T22:16:00.004+08:00

My previous post is full of anger, so I deleted it. I've vent everything on that post and now I feel better. So deleted.

Last saturday I went out with BFFs.Firstly I went to rf's house during the noon, then we set off around 7pm+ to habourfront. While we're heading up to mountfaber park via a dark path, it's very scary,very dark, we perspire, we whine, but eventually it's all paid off. Because we've got beautiful night view to see. Taken alot of pictures at there and most importantly WE HAVE FUN & A WONDEFUL TIME. Then after that, we tent at east coast park. First time can get to stay over night with my bffs :) so touched. HAHA. But too bad, I didnt make full use of this opportunity, because i fall asleep very soon after we set up our tent. I cannot ton one , I will die. Woke up quite early the next day, :D have fun at the beach. And get to watch a free show at the beach too, U should know what I'm refering to If u're at east coast that day. thats the end for my last weekend. I'll upload the photos in fb soon. ^^

Random post.

2010-07-09T21:31:00.003+08:00

Sometime when people ask me if i have siblings, straight away my response was, ya I've an elder brother :D haha.. out of sudden I feel kinda weird. I don't know what to reply lar. should i say i got only one brother or/ I've 3siblings .. zzzz
Tomorrow will be camping at east coast with BFFs. So excited, like finally lar, first time I CAN STAY OVERNIGHT WITH MY BFFS. muacks!!! confirm will bring alot of photos home! =D

说了再见、发现再也不见

2010-07-04T23:24:00.004+08:00

If this fish is my luck, can I exchange it for abit of courage to put the past behind me and move on from where I stop. I'm exceptionally calm now, or rather numb? I know I deserve someone who is 1000x better.I deserve to be loved. I deserve all those happiness that is belong to me.I think I can cope it without you. I think I can. From this moment onwards.

cant hold you

2010-07-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

一眨眼不见了回忆飞进风里了

Fell so terribly.

2010-06-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

Whenever I bring my hopes up, you'll somehow make it fall. When I thought that's the end already, you start it again. When I think now it's the right moment, you prove me wrong straight away. My heart was been broke and mend, broke and mend, And broke and mend again.Will the cycle stop.I don't know that you can be so selfish and irresponsible to my feelings.

Say hi to SP.

2010-06-27T20:57:00.005+08:00

This feeling of " I'm going back to school tomorrow" really sucks! Just when I feel that holidays had started, it ends. WTH. two weeks is definitely not enough. I've not fully enjoy my last week of this holiday as i was sick for a few days since monday. Two week only, shouldnt call it holiday. *frown*I don't know what to write for this entry la, I don't want to go to school so badly infact I just don't want to face the fact that I've not complete my homework. And I swear I hate ONOW MODULE. There's so much reflections to do. And DBE project has not started yet. Screwed everything. If I'm not wrong the Spss test will be coming soon right after the school open? I would rather write 10 reflections than to do one SPSS test.I'm just not ready for it.In fact, I think I've learn nothing in the SPSS lesson. How am I going to do the test :( I don't want to flunk it. Okay okay, don't scare myself now. If I buck up from now onwards, things will get better right? Only if I've the motivation, then everything will go smoothly ........... BUT....deep down, I knew I don't. Argh, whatever! I don't wanna be stress :D

East coast fun.!

2010-06-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

Fly kite, rollar blade, steamboat :))

Toy story.

2010-06-20T23:47:00.003+08:00

Yes! Finally i get to watch toy story 3 with na and shan at cck. Awesome movie, too bad we didn't get to catch the 3D one. Yes! I'm enjoying life now,dumping my projects and homeworks far far away and pretending that they never exist. :((( I miss secondary school life. Yes! I've regreted saying all those " i hate sec life and looking forward to leave nvss", " poly faster come"..HAHA it's human nature, don't blame me.

short post

2010-06-20T00:41:00.005+08:00

I'm so lazy to post blog lazy to move my fingers....super lazy to do anything....damn restless now. Well, there's nothing much to update uh. Okay back to today, this afternoon I went to bugis shopping/slacking with dear, then evening meet BFFs , at night we had a small gathering with Qing and her friends at the same old place to celebrate qing's birthday. No bbq this year, but steamboat as usual. This time round there's not many people, only like 15 of us? Good! because I don't like to be too crowded haha. Happy birthday Qing :D muacks. I'll upload the pictures next time when I get it from shan. Around 10pm+ dear come down yishun fetch me then we took bus go back woodlands together. Thats all for today. nights people! Looking forward for the day we do our friendship items. Super duper awesome. heeeeheeeehahahahahehehe...love your ttm.

2010-06-18T23:12:00.003+08:00

♥♥ 's birthday.

I love you, You love me.

2010-06-13T00:06:00.003+08:00

Im a bread lover.
As you can see from my email and blog address.

YIPEEEEE~~

2010-06-10T23:23:00.006+08:00

Just ended our first mst week in poly. I must say that stats paper is really tough. Some questions i totally knew nothing about it. Whatever it is, jus enjoy our holiday now. But before we can really start enjoying it, we've projects and onow reflection and camp awaiting us! F big time. No mood already lalalala! By the way, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY to my dearest&dearest qing,dan,na,&shan. 10 years and 5 years doesnt come easy, counting on to our next 10 and 5 years ♥♥♥♥♥ loveeeeeeee you guys to the max! Remember our taiwan trip yea:D

Shit recently never take pictures -.- all old one..

hamster.

2010-06-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

he has grown thinner, from today onwards I'm gonna give him carrots/vege/biscuits/fruits..anything that can make him grow fatter (:

I can do it I can do it. x1000

2010-06-05T12:16:00.001+08:00

/be brave and move on.

Be independent & strong.

Short&Fast&busy week

2010-06-02T11:13:00.006+08:00

This is the first time that I feel like extending my weekdays. Because we have not enough time to edit our DBE project, friday is our presentation.We've not started on our onow project, which falls on friday as well.Plus I've not bought Qing's birthday present,my formal wear. etc...bla bla bla. Most importantly, next week is the MST.I've not started anything yet. WTF/ andandand, I've just moved to woodlands, I need time to adapt to this new environment.! I need to get my broadband and bus concession done. Argh. What a week.But I'm glad that our DTRM camp is cut down to 2days1night. OH YAY!

YYJT.

2010-05-29T16:03:00.004+08:00

I had a wonderful week with my wonderful BFFs, dd ,na,&shan.This week shan came my house to sleep for FOUR consecutive days sia, tuesday to friday. I love it! And yesterday na join in too. Sad to say that this is the last time for them to come. BECAUSE I'm going to move house again. Oh sad man! This time round is admiralty/woodlands somewhere between la. :((((((((((((( super sad. Although this morning they're freaking irritating to wake me up, but i miss all this moments sia. Have to wait 5more year for this to happen liao. Oh ya, friendship day is coming next week. 10year haha! T-shirt,friendship rings, outings,steamboat... lai lai lai... but $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ where are you. Stupid na today molest me, anyhow touch touch. &tan hui shan you watch out! Currently, I'm at woodlands library with Dan. Why? enjoy free aircon and free internet lor. Despite the fact that we've aircon and internet at home too. We really have nothing better to do already. HAHAHA! It's fun. I guess now everyone is revising for MST or doing homework. What about me?Just hanging around with friends do nothing about my studies. I'm a super slacker :D Just some pictures before i end this entry :D

2010-05-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

Just realise that I've been slacking too much recently. Skip lectures and tutorials like no big deal.Even if i attend the lectures/tutorials, I'll only end up playing solitaire throughout the whole sessions.I just couldnt concentrate! Maybe it's too boring or the content is too hard for us to absorb. =x MST is round the corner, what shall I do eh? It's not too late to start revising next week right? haha, I just feel like slacking for another week. &&& I think I'm flunking my MOB because I've not read the textbook yet and haven read lecture notes for 3weeks already! zzz...
I'm so busy already, that THshan still say her homework is my homework! BULLY! Then, happily bring her thing come my house do, sleep over at my place tonight. YEAh, got someone to accompany me liao! What's worst is that, she actually bring whole bottle of plain water to my house, thinking that my house don't even have water! Yes, my house don't have those softdrinks/teas but I'm not so pathetic la! zzz...#$@!#$@#...

Heart restarted.

2010-05-22T09:02:00.006+08:00

I thought I would break down immediately, but i didn't.Was trying so hard to hold back my tears. But its still flowing down like a river, i cant control it. After the singing session,I didnt felt any better, instead that feeling worsen. I hate you, seriously.Now, everything goes back to the normal, just like we've never known each other. Everything went back to the day before 23feb 2009. We're strangers from now. We've become two parallel lines, never intersect anymore.Thrown away everything that belongs to you and me, every single thing. But still, I can't throw away my heart. I cant throw away our memories. I can delete every picture that we've taken and every song that we've listened, but the images still appearing in my mind.This feeling really sucks. I feel like strangling myself to stop missing you.Slap me please so that i can wake up from this nightmare. Really have to thanks na,shan and dan, they've been there for me when i need them. Although they're not good in comforting people, but seriously I appreciate everything. In the end, after walking through so many circles, 我还是回到你们的怀抱里。Sorry, I'm not a good friend.Sorry, to let your see me in this state again.I know I'm always a failure in this case.This time, I really learnt my lesson, Don't worry. If not for you all, I don't know what I would become now. Or I would be hiding somewhere crying in a corner. I just need time now, to recover, to completely come out from that circle,to forget him, to forget everything that he had put me through all this while.I'm exhausted though.

2010-05-21T11:34:00.000+08:00

耳边还都是你曾说过的承诺告诉自己不要哭了我的世界只剩下我一个而你渐渐走了你离开的时候没有留下什么我却感受到了许多你真的走了而我也感觉到累了是你离开了剩我一个人了你让我忘了而我也没有力气了.

2010-05-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

Fish! I dyed my hair for 131 bucks! hungry hungry now... no money le..

Yesterday night we all went to Dan's house for steamboat, but before that we went to northpoint for lunch+dinner. So full already, then slack at her house until 11pm+ and take 812 with shan while the rest still at her house.

Laugh and laugh.

2010-05-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow going to salon with shan and dan! Either dye my hair or rebond it. Can't wait for saturday to come, and shopping at bugis after that. It's weekend! Must treasure it. (: Omg, I love everybody in YYJT. I miss the time during sec 1 and sec2 when we always go 293 mac slack or at the playground. And always loiter at northpoint after school for nothing. That time we're still inmature and cute haha, now I think everybody grew up already, and become more mature. That's ok, we cannot always remain as a kid right :D look forward to the future and move on!Yeah!

Paint my mood.

2010-05-12T20:03:00.006+08:00

Some feeling had fade away.I'm happy and unhappy, both happen at the same time. Weird? I don't know how to decribe it. At times, I'm contented with what I've now but sometimes I'm not. I'm super greeedy, I wan more happiness and less sadness. HAHA! Crap.

2010-05-09T10:52:00.001+08:00

Running out of patience soon..

I named it the triple S, Sunday Study Session..

2010-05-03T22:38:00.006+08:00

So this is what I'm doing during sunday,slacking at shan's house with dan. Happily using her electricity and fan and light and room &&&&& BEDDDDDD :D I love this monday which is today because we've 2hour break and stats tutorial ends 1 hour early. I love wednesday because we're dismiss at 1pm. I lovelovelove Friday because it's the last day of the school for the week and we ends at 12pm. I/We hate THURSDAY because it's damn loooooooooooooooooong day from 8-5pm. Statistic & POA simply sucks to the core.! Okay enough of complaining. Nights everyone! Bye.

Happy May, everyone.

2010-05-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

Went to cityhall few days back with dear, and slack outside esplanade in the evening. Somehow I think, this is the most beautiful view in singapore. As I look at those buildings opposite, I started to ponder if one day I could work inside anyone of them. Feel so relax just sitting down there doing nothing and watch the light change from colour to colour.HAHA! So sad, saturday is ending soon, welcoming sunday in 10 minutes time. And then monday coming soon. :((((( S.C.H.O.O.L! I am yet to finish all my tutorials especially didn't even touch my statistic. Textbook so thick,questions so many. I reaaaaaaaaaly wanna start doing it, but still no motivation. HELP! Can someone,anyone just come to me and force me to do it? If not I'll be very lazy to start on my own. Boringggggggggggggggg. Shall sleep now. K.Bye.

We call it love.

2010-04-29T22:15:00.003+08:00

School is fun, and my new friends are ♥♥♥. Start to get better understanding of what I'm learning now, but there's still some doubts here and there. Hate POA as usual, so confusing. I had hard time finishing all my tutorial questions.Projects are coming to us in no time. The lecturer just throw the project on the blackboard and expect us to submit by the deadline without explaining anything. What if i never check the blackboard announcement! This tells us that we must login to the "blackbooooooat" more often from now onwards.I NEED HELP seriously.I'm not really very good in group work. I am trying to turn in before 10pm every weekdays so that I can have sufficient sleep at night. YAY can sleep like a pig! Foodcourt 5 is always so packed with 246543634 people la! Miss my KFC today :( and another thing is that the lift at SB is abit sot sot one. I can't believe we've to squeeze like mad for 3years. YAY tomorrow is friday, I wonder why the time pass so fast for this two weeks, I think we're still in the honey moon mood, start bucking up from week 3 onwards le! Yes! Add oil add oil. Quite disappointed that monday we don't have holiday, we'll be in school when the rest of the singapore is having their holiday! Ugh... OKBye.

Long or short?

2010-04-24T22:43:00.004+08:00

Omg i hate my present blogskin! Fuglyyyyyyyy ttm!! I was editing the new template half way then suddenly my wireless mouse no battery, then i go find battery. When it's done, I accidentally don't know clickwhat and go close the editing window. Then now I'm lazy redo it already. Let it be then. Arghh. Today I was discussing with dear about whether should I cut my hair shorter to shoulder length, because I can't stand my super frizzy and dry hair now.All the hair on my head is spoilt already.Moreover the black roots is so ugly can! Now I wanna do a rebonding and hair cut and dye new colour. Start saving money and target $200. I'm throwing temper to everyone around me today, very impatient. Don't know why I feel so vex today. But nobody offence me leh. ~~PMS~~ -.-

Loves.

2010-04-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th month anniversary!

(nothing much to say.)

Problems after problems.

2010-04-21T21:42:00.006+08:00

I know it's hard for us all this while to fight this endless war alone. This kind of situation, sad to say that we really cant help. We're helpless and hopeless and useless. Slb is going to mad soon i think. Who's gonna answer those questions in my head. And who's going to solve all our problem, none.All we have is each other and no one else. Seriously I don't know what to do to comfort her or make her better.When I'm upset I still can type it down here, and vent my anger what about her? Who can she turn to when she needs help and a listening ear. Sorry we're very useless, we choose to pretend that we don't know anything. Why we land ourselves into this plight? That's a good question ya? I wish i could buried my head into the ground and im out of the world. See nothing hear nothing. Once ago, I've a friend who i will tell all my problem to, every single thing in my life, I'll tell her. Now she's gone, I choose to keep all the things to myself because I dont feel the same when i told the other friends, it's meaningless. Now, i only can depend on myself. No matter how tough life's gonna be, move on and I'll see better future isnt it? Talk easy but hard to do so, cos my heart still hurts.I miss the past, I miss all our heart to heart session, i miss those hours and hours of phone call, i miss those endless jokes, i miss our party world session, i miss every moment we're together. Alot of people says that I'm very fortunate, indeed I am. Perhaps, I'm just taking everything for granted and not grateful enough. I'm s/e/l/f/i/s/h.

Happy me ?

2010-04-21T17:42:00.001+08:00

So far so good.

2010-04-19T21:43:00.006+08:00

First day of school, i only have one word to describe which is GOOD. can be better (: Quite slacking for today, a tutorial which is suppose to be 2hour but ends after 30mins, so yea...slack hor? we shall see for tomorrow. 8am all the way till 3pm, ONLY ONE BREAK, i'll be dying out of hunger by then. Sad laaaaa. There's alot of lecture notes awaiting for us, and a few textbooks yet to be purchase. Money ahhh.. I need a new phone so badly, and was repeating this sentence for so many post, sick of saying it already. My very nice mother just refused to buy me a new phone what can i do, and insist me on using the prepard card.Shall stop complaining about her further more. It's always the same usual prob. okay bye. Gonna turn in soon, good night!

This is a random post\

2010-04-17T22:55:00.006+08:00

Basically there's not much thing to update for these few days, the flagday on thursday marks the end of the freshmen orientation. And monday is a new start for us.&I'm so not looking forward for monday to come! Do you? I've taken truckloads of pictures for the past few days, okay as usual i'm too lazy to upload here. Miss everybody ttm laaaa. walao, sad :(

FLAGDAY KILLS!

2010-04-14T21:11:00.006+08:00

Who would like to go for flagday early in the morning like 7.30am at cityhall where the morning crowd can easily squeeze you to death!

I miss my BFFs. :(

I miss my boy. :(

D-T-R-M OH TWO!

2010-04-12T21:07:00.004+08:00

Finally this day had come afterall , the FRESHMEN ORIENTATION in Sp. When I reach the School of business building, there were many people be it alone like me or with partners and friends around them, They look blur. Because when I reached, the registration counter hadnt been set up, so everybody were standing at one corner waiting for something to happen like that. Indeed Sp is really huge. I almost lost my way when i was loitering on my own this morning. Btw, I went to Sp with Dan like 7.30am today(: Was yawning all the way in the train.Soooooooooo restless! Okay, basically what we did today? After the registration we proceed to MTL9, a small lecture room, quite similar like our AVA room in Nvss with 140 tourism students(not sure issit the exact amount).My class is OH-2! There's 7 class in total. So my class got 16 people including me, 12girls and 4boys, not sure how many girls but confirm is 4boys, okay I dont't care but HOW PATHETIC CAN IT BE that we're most likely will be facing each other for the next 3years. OHHHHHHHHHHHMYGOD! Then, teachers aka lecturers came in for a briefing and some talk about what we're going to learn and the next 3years.Played some games in our classroom and around 12pm we headed for lunch at foodcourt 6 which is i think a purely fastfood "canteen" cos there is pizzahut,macdonalds,KFC &cheers. etc. Lunch finished, station games started. This is when we started to perspire profusely, the weather is super warm can. Can't stand it seriously, dying under the hot sun. Oh ya, did I mention that my DTRM's year 2 seniors are soo High and enthu today. Wonder if next year we'll become like them. HAHA! Anyway, I'm quite relieved as Mx is studying in the same building as mine! We can meet up together (: Tomorrow need to wake up at 6am, gotta go now. Nights!

2010-04-07T22:04:00.007+08:00

Life's getting more and more boring especially when school open is round the corner. Can i don't go for the orientation? But it's stated very cleary that it's COMPULSARY. Oh i'm so sad can. This Ulcer in my mouth is giving me so much trouble. It's still very pain even when I'm sleeping, what the hell laaaaaaaa. And why the weather outside are so warmth lately. I woke up perspiring sia! Nothing goes right nowadays. At least one thing went right, which is I know that I love my friends and they loves me too. Especially YYJT.. yes I still remember YYJT. (: Though we're "distributed" to all parts of Yishun -.- Work de work, study de study, We din get to meet each other very often. And super rare to have a FULL gathering. Sometimes even few months a time. But our hearts is united as ever. Am i right :D Eh, lets have another friendship celebration during 9june laaaaaaaa! Any suggestion?

2010-04-05T23:22:00.001+08:00

2010-04-04T22:53:00.005+08:00

Okay, I admit that I'm very dumb for these 2days, cried away buckets of tears.Thanks dan, all the way keep me companied for these whole 2-3days, and sorry i make you cry too just now when you see my crying. Be it the drinking session or staying in the rain with me yesterday, I really appreciate them. &&& not forgetting the gambling session together today. HAHA so fun!Finally bought my lappy today at courts, black in colour. Actually i want other colour but the stupid courts don't have. What to do, at this point liao, cannot be too choosy already. Tomorrow going to SP for the configuration with daphne, Must wake up at 6am! OMG, Don't know can wake up or not.Sleeping now, nites!

This is our one and only and last chance, if this time whoever doesnt appreciate it, then that's it. I also don't wanna do anything about it already, it's all fated. We've tried our best to keep this r/s going on, but it's not enough. So let the time prove everything, if we're fated to be together, walk one round you'll still be mine.

The angels & devils in me is fighting.

2010-04-02T22:50:00.005+08:00

Today I went to Dan house find her, slack awhile then headed to amiralty meet monkey and his friends, go there for free lunch and money only, He fking asked us out then at his friend house only concentrate in gambling, HAHA in the end lose alot money. Orh bee! then nevermind, we took the money he gave us to a "big feast", KFC & ice cream.Zzz. Train back to yishun, slacked at 755 around 6pm. Chatting,camwhoring,laughing all the way till her lappy bo battery. Then had a heart to heart chatting with each other.I poured all my sorrows and unhappiness to her,felt quite relieved after that but at the same time, while telling her all my relationship stuff, she also thinks that I'm sucha failure. :( I've no dignity already. Even I was looking down on myself, let alone the rest. & What she told me is quite true. Everyone have some ugly past and experience, thats the process of growing. Everyone must have such a lesson in their life, so that next time we won't make any silly decision. Okay, I'm stupid enough to believe those beautiful promises or sentence said by you.Though we didnt end, but I can feel that we're at our wits end already.It seems like all the things that I've done for you is going to the drain. :( I know, things turn out to be like this is all I deserve it. I shouldnt even start this torment in the first place right? But this is what love is, isnt it. No gain no pain. I'n in great pain already, but why still no gain anything.Love is really blind.The more u love one person, the more hurt you will get at the end of the day, no matter how happy your were in the past. Memories are just past tense. Thats the most cruel part of love. Accept it and move on.

我曾经以为爱上你不会错你如今变的让我没有把握曾经的承诺对与错回过头又算是什么这逝去的爱如何能复活我虽然难过爱让我懦弱付出的太多无法解脱这心痛你能明白吗我应该如何才不会是这结果我爱你爱的好辛苦爱的好孤独爱的没有退路我好无助抹不去痛楚忍不住的哭这是你给我的礼物我爱你爱的好辛苦爱的好糊涂爱的不能醒悟你好残酷我看着来路你并不在乎也许吧我无所谓一个人去漫步。

Hello, April foooooooooooooool.

2010-04-01T17:22:00.009+08:00

Didnt go town or anywhere far for the past 4days, except for yesterday i went to SP for the enrolment thingy. Went to find Dan after that, She's selling BM at Koufu, must support her. Grandpa is at home, I'm not very convenience to leave him alone. So bored laaaaaaaaaaaaa. Lukily just now got go bugis with Suling, walk walk shop shop. If not I'll be rotting away at home. Last time i use to go to town almost everyday with dear, but now no more. We got our own things to busy with, and no money also. Anyway, yesterday i got to know that our Orientation is compulsory, FIVE DAYS! and the duration is like WTF la. one of the days its from 7am to 7pm, whole 12 hours! Hate it laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Means I've to wake up as early as 5am to prepare. If don't go for it, means when terms start I'll be loner without any friends. T.T Walaoooooooo.

不是不孝只是我的心已经麻木了

2010-03-29T21:39:00.007+08:00

I don't know how to do to make you satisfied! Like this also cannot like that also cannot. So what if your my mother, everybody have their human right. If what your saying is right, i wont even care to utter a word with you. But if it's not, then i have to rebutt! Fair enough? /in your eyes what kind of daughter am I ? Why you can be so unreasonable and fking make all people don't like you! It's not that i'm cold blooded now, its because I'm numb already/ everything. numb for everything. Everything that u make me so loathe. I don't wanna talk to you or see you! I disappoint you, you disppoint me too. I hate this family to the core! Better chase me out asap, i cant wait to leave this house of hell! bye! fking no mood this few days! everything just screwed up. And I'm so tired. I miss my dad. But i can't & don't wanna go find him. whattF can i do? Helpless at all time...I cant& don't dare tell anyone my fear. typing down all this stuff for what, make me feel better? But if i dun release it out somewhere, i think i'm gonna break down soon.

2010-03-25T21:27:00.002+08:00

I was super bored at home as bro is using the com, while I'm doing nothing. Lock the room, I go search for my make up pouch, took out the Chanel eyeliner that dear gave me and did this. Camwhoring alone infront of the mirror..kinda lame..This is my first time doing such torturing things to my eyelids. Omg, did my eyes becomes bigger? *blink blink* haha.. lame.

Short day.

2010-03-24T22:01:00.004+08:00

Refuse to wake up, so I slept till 2.30pm. Long time never sleep until so late already, half day was gone like this. Wake up and prepared, then rush to northpoint to meet shan and na. Sakae sushi again..........kinda sick of it already. So we eat,chat, laugh.. etc, After that walk around at northpoint and slack at shan's house. We bought this apple thingy from popular and start fixing it.Spend 1hour+ on that, so tough lor. Got this kind of contentment when i finished it. So happy & excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't know where to hang/place it now, it's FRAGILE! jkjk. Scare that it may broke easily. Okay that's all. I'm so happy today :) AND, MX cheer up okay.♥♥!

1 year & 1 month.

2010-03-23T23:45:00.003+08:00

It's another 23rd of the month. This feeling of special is fading off.. Everytime i was so looking forward to the 23rd to arrive, because it's our big day. Its so special for us. However, with all those quarrels and unhappiness coming along our way, somehow something was missing between us and bad impression was building up. Though I am still smiling infront of you but my smile doesnt really last long. :( I don't like this feeling. Boohoohoo! Happiness is not with us anymore. Whenever you give me hope, it'll always be taken away soon after we quarrelled. Are we really not suitable for each other? I don't wish to admit that. you have really understand me all this while, except for one simple fact you can't understand. You don't know what I need the most. & Your temper is really unpredictable. I don't know how much have I understand you. But whenever I see you cry, my heart melts. When i see you acting all sorts of childish stuff infront of me just to make me smile, my heart melts. Hopefully, our relationship is moving towards better but not worst.Ily.

It's a bad bad day.

2010-03-22T17:17:00.002+08:00

We're drifting away day by day..I can't see you.

BFF. love to the max!

2010-03-21T13:27:00.005+08:00

During friday we (shan,dan,na&me) slack under shan's block and had a small drinking session. Super high though we din drink much. Had truckloads of fun with shan&dan.You guys rock my sock!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ LEts have more drinking session next time. shhhhhhh don't let my mum know it k :D

是爱还是依赖我分不清ろ。我们既陌生又熟悉。

How am i suppose to keep myself strong again.

2010-03-20T23:52:00.002+08:00

It's suppose to be a super wonderful day out at east coast park with dear,shaobing,xiaoxue&XYL. But at the end of the day, we quarrel over a peanut matter. All because of your fking selfishness. and You bloody leave me alone in the bus all the way from marine parade to AMK. Where are you when im crying like an idiot throughout the whole journey back home. What am i to you. Utterly disappointed in you.! I had enough, seriously! not gonna treat this lightly like i do in the past.!