YYJT.

I had a wonderful week with my wonderful BFFs, dd ,na,&shan.This week shan came my house to sleep for FOUR consecutive days sia, tuesday to friday. I love it! And yesterday na join in too. Sad to say that this is the last time for them to come. BECAUSE I'm going to move house again. Oh sad man! This time round is admiralty/woodlands somewhere between la. :((((((((((((( super sad. Although this morning they're freaking irritating to wake me up, but i miss all this moments sia. Have to wait 5more year for this to happen liao. Oh ya, friendship day is coming next week. 10year haha! T-shirt,friendship rings, outings,steamboat... lai lai lai... but $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ where are you. Stupid na today molest me, anyhow touch touch. &tan hui shan you watch out! Currently, I'm at woodlands library with Dan. Why? enjoy free aircon and free internet lor. Despite the fact that we've aircon and internet at home too. We really have nothing better to do already. HAHAHA! It's fun. I guess now everyone is revising for MST or doing homework. What about me?Just hanging around with friends do nothing about my studies. I'm a super slacker :D Just some pictures before i end this entry :D

Just realise that I've been slacking too much recently. Skip lectures and tutorials like no big deal.Even if i attend the lectures/tutorials, I'll only end up playing solitaire throughout the whole sessions.I just couldnt concentrate! Maybe it's too boring or the content is too hard for us to absorb. =x MST is round the corner, what shall I do eh? It's not too late to start revising next week right? haha, I just feel like slacking for another week. &&& I think I'm flunking my MOB because I've not read the textbook yet and haven read lecture notes for 3weeks already! zzz...
I'm so busy already, that THshan still say her homework is my homework! BULLY! Then, happily bring her thing come my house do, sleep over at my place tonight. YEAh, got someone to accompany me liao! What's worst is that, she actually bring whole bottle of plain water to my house, thinking that my house don't even have water! Yes, my house don't have those softdrinks/teas but I'm not so pathetic la! zzz...#$@!#$@#...

Heart restarted.

I thought I would break down immediately, but i didn't.Was trying so hard to hold back my tears. But its still flowing down like a river, i cant control it. After the singing session,I didnt felt any better, instead that feeling worsen. I hate you, seriously.Now, everything goes back to the normal, just like we've never known each other. Everything went back to the day before 23feb 2009. We're strangers from now. We've become two parallel lines, never intersect anymore.Thrown away everything that belongs to you and me, every single thing. But still, I can't throw away my heart. I cant throw away our memories. I can delete every picture that we've taken and every song that we've listened, but the images still appearing in my mind.This feeling really sucks. I feel like strangling myself to stop missing you.Slap me please so that i can wake up from this nightmare. Really have to thanks na,shan and dan, they've been there for me when i need them. Although they're not good in comforting people, but seriously I appreciate everything. In the end, after walking through so many circles, 我还是回到你们的怀抱里。Sorry, I'm not a good friend.Sorry, to let your see me in this state again.I know I'm always a failure in this case.This time, I really learnt my lesson, Don't worry. If not for you all, I don't know what I would become now. Or I would be hiding somewhere crying in a corner. I just need time now, to recover, to completely come out from that circle,to forget him, to forget everything that he had put me through all this while.I'm exhausted though.

耳边还都是你曾说过的承诺告诉自己不要哭了我的世界只剩下我一个而你渐渐走了你离开的时候没有留下什么我却感受到了许多你真的走了而我也感觉到累了是你离开了剩我一个人了你让我忘了而我也没有力气了.

Fish! I dyed my hair for 131 bucks! hungry hungry now... no money le..

Yesterday night we all went to Dan's house for steamboat, but before that we went to northpoint for lunch+dinner. So full already, then slack at her house until 11pm+ and take 812 with shan while the rest still at her house.

Laugh and laugh.

Tomorrow going to salon with shan and dan! Either dye my hair or rebond it. Can't wait for saturday to come, and shopping at bugis after that. It's weekend! Must treasure it. (: Omg, I love everybody in YYJT. I miss the time during sec 1 and sec2 when we always go 293 mac slack or at the playground. And always loiter at northpoint after school for nothing. That time we're still inmature and cute haha, now I think everybody grew up already, and become more mature. That's ok, we cannot always remain as a kid right :D look forward to the future and move on!Yeah!

Paint my mood.

Some feeling had fade away.I'm happy and unhappy, both happen at the same time. Weird? I don't know how to decribe it. At times, I'm contented with what I've now but sometimes I'm not. I'm super greeedy, I wan more happiness and less sadness. HAHA! Crap.

Running out of patience soon..

I named it the triple S, Sunday Study Session..

So this is what I'm doing during sunday,slacking at shan's house with dan. Happily using her electricity and fan and light and room &&&&& BEDDDDDD :D I love this monday which is today because we've 2hour break and stats tutorial ends 1 hour early. I love wednesday because we're dismiss at 1pm. I lovelovelove Friday because it's the last day of the school for the week and we ends at 12pm. I/We hate THURSDAY because it's damn loooooooooooooooooong day from 8-5pm. Statistic & POA simply sucks to the core.! Okay enough of complaining. Nights everyone! Bye.

Happy May, everyone.

Went to cityhall few days back with dear, and slack outside esplanade in the evening. Somehow I think, this is the most beautiful view in singapore. As I look at those buildings opposite, I started to ponder if one day I could work inside anyone of them. Feel so relax just sitting down there doing nothing and watch the light change from colour to colour.HAHA! So sad, saturday is ending soon, welcoming sunday in 10 minutes time. And then monday coming soon. :((((( S.C.H.O.O.L! I am yet to finish all my tutorials especially didn't even touch my statistic. Textbook so thick,questions so many. I reaaaaaaaaaly wanna start doing it, but still no motivation. HELP! Can someone,anyone just come to me and force me to do it? If not I'll be very lazy to start on my own. Boringggggggggggggggg. Shall sleep now. K.Bye.